Love Is A Choice You Make From Moment To Moment.

2007-05-14T22:07:00.000-04:00

OMG in 6 days I will be getting MARRIED!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Hehe, can you tell I’m excited!!!!

I’m horrible at posting these days, I can’t even find time to paint my nails…let alone write a post for my blog.

Plus with what’s being going on in friends lives I feel like any post I write would be a waste of typing.

I just hope that those that are going through tough times know I love them and know that I’m thinking of them.

That’s all.

This week = Last minute wedding stuff.

Next week - Married woman!!!

Then our honeymoon!!!

Photos and updates to follow!

2007-03-19T13:02:00.001-04:00

I’ve really been neglecting my blog lately.

I don’t know why, I just haven’t been in a sharing mood…lol

So I guess I will update a bit!

Wedding stuff….
2 Months to go! And that is REALLY freaky, I feel like yesterday it was 8 months to go….the weeks are just flying by!! We sent out invites yesterday and that was exciting. And we also got our wedding bands this weekend. That was REALLY fun! Mine is one of a kind, a custom made beauty! I can’t wait to be able to wear it! We’ve pretty much got everything done, it’s more just details for now. Like finalizing decorating details…like wall coverings in areas that have tack marks in the wall…Our florist pretty much comes and sets up the flowers so we don’t even have to do much there. Same with our cake person, she comes and sets everything up herself. And the hall sets the tables up….hehe so we’re pretty lucky. Unless I’m totally out to lunch and there are tons of things I don’t know about...lol!! We also recently met with our minister or officient for the ceremony. We’re really excited about that, because our vows are very personalized, we practically wrote them ourselves…I saw practically, because we wanted them to be formal so we stuck with very common fraises, but added our own personal touch. And we both have different vows so its personalized that way too.

Life stuff…
I’m going totally stir crazy in our place. We’re both at our wits end with our landlord….they are SO nice, but so freaking noisy. And it seems like EVERY time either of us has gone to have a shower lately, they are doing laundry, or dishes, or using taps….urrgg…it’s not horrible, but when you have a shower while that’s going on the water pressure is the shit! So it takes so much longer to rinse!!! That and since I’m alone a lot, I’m bored a lot…and I hate that our place is small and I have no where to go!

Like I said, I can’t take it anymore….I’m counting down the days till we can move. It would be sooner, but we don’t want to sign a year lease somewhere else before we buy a house.

Work stuff…
Right now I’m at work….My tummy hurts….and I’m tired….
Is the day done yet?

That’s it for now….I’ll update on more stuff soon!!

2007-02-18T00:19:00.000-05:00

I decided that I wanted to add two very cute pictures to my blog. I was looking for music on some old burnt CD's and I found a misc one with some pics. They were of my dog when she was a baby...she's SO cute in them...lol...now shes a pain in my arse! But I miss her! (she's living with my parents, and has more or less become my moms dog) I can't wait to get a pet...I miss being around so many animals!

2007-02-15T12:49:00.001-05:00

OK Rocks….Here is your update!!

My life right now is stressed. We have 94 days until the wedding and that scares the SH*T out of me. I don’t know that everything is going to get done, I feel like everything I do is useless. I want it to be perfect…But I know it prolly wont be…and no one has told me otherwise!!!!!!

I bought my wedding dress last May, and it fit perfectly, like a glove some might say. It was meant for me. On the hanger is was….plain. But on me, it looked like a million bucks!! If I do say so myself. Lol!...But then about 7 weeks ago, I tried it on again. Note: my mom wouldn’t let me try it on because she didn’t want me to ruin it…lol…it’s MY dress!! So I made her let me. AND….It didn’t fit, it was a whole 3 inches TOO small….Ok maybe not that much, but it wouldn’t even do up. See my dress is two pieces, No matter what the bottom will fit, because it’s that type of skirt that flows so I can just sit it higher up on my hips and it will still fit. But the top has boning in it, and has literally NO give. So anyway, that was a bad moment for me. So I jumped onto the exercise band wagon. I started Pilates, once a week and I have a stationary bike that I ride 3 times a week. Then last weekend, when I was at my thinnest (right when I woke up, since you haven’t eaten all night and everything seems thinner) I tried it on. And FEWF It did up. BUT …and that’s a HUGE BUT here…Its still TOO tight. I did it up, yes, BUT to breath was painful. So after 6 weeks of exercise I was DOWN a lot but still not in the best shape.

It baffles me, I didn’t even know I was that thin last year, but apparently I was. I mean, right now since I’ve been working out, I feel better, and my legs are back to being toned but I still feel…hmm…big. I guess in some ways I just need some sort of pick me up. Sine esteem pick me ups too!! lol I’m trying so hard to eat right and exercise, and I will die if my dress doesn’t fit me right!!

In other news….This weekend we have our menu tasting. Tomorrow is my mom’s birthday so we planned it with my parents so that we could all go and have a good fun time together. I CAN’T wait…mmm…some of the things we get to try sound sooo goodah!! I’ve eaten there before (a long time ago) and my mom has a few times too, so we know its going to be soo good. So I will update about that sometime next week. We also have our cake tasting this weekend…or we were SUPPOSED to….but now my man has a meeting and a chiropractor’s appointment. So I guess I could just go and meet him back after, but I don’t want to go to Kitchener alone. Maybe I’ll ask someone to go with me. Or I’ll just wait till the next cake tasting session (every other weekend)…Anyone want to come with me??

2007-02-14T21:22:00.000-05:00

ANDREW SINGS AKON -

This is the cutest kid ever. It also breaks down my valentines day into one 3 minute video.

Why can't my man work days today...lol...Just kidding, I'm good! It's just another night...This weekend should be good tho!

I'll update later!

2007-01-13T16:34:00.000-05:00

OK….to explain my last two posts.
I have a tendency to make up the words to a song. A few of my friends have mentioned it, but most people don’t really notice….I know my man knows, because he often turns on the songs I don’t know and waits for me to start singing…then just laughs.
SO basically I’m a goof.
Then we found these videos and OMG it made me laugh sooo hard, cause its exactly what I think the words are!
I’d like to note, that I really do like Fall Out Boy (so this is not me making fun of them), and have nothing against EMO. These just made me laugh, so I really wanted to share them!

2007-01-13T16:32:00.000-05:00

FALL OUT BOY VIDEO

This one ALSO makes me laugh....Again watch, and look back for explanations later!

2007-01-13T16:31:00.000-05:00

Fall out boy Misheard lyrics - This aint a scene Arms race

This Video is SO funny....and it reminds me of me....I'll explain later!

2007-01-13T09:31:00.000-05:00

Why is life always one step forward, two steps back??
I just want to know that!!

In other news….It’s been a horrible year so far! My first week of January was spent with some weird Virus, I was puking anything and everything I had in me. That really only lasted the one day with nausea on the second day, but you know how one day of that kind of stomach retching can lead to a few long days of still not feeling 100%. Then the second week in to 2007, I started to get some cold/flu. I had the worst sinus congestion. Not the sniffles, more just the heavy, pressure and headache in my face. But thankfully it didn’t lead to anything. Mind you in between those two weeks I had a good weekend. I went to a bridal show with my girls. And I had my brother and his GF over to hang out the one night, with my man and I. So that was fun, but then Sunday it was back to the suck!

Now today, its Saturday. And I’ve started off my day with a horrible headache. I’m also sore from my workout on Thursday. It was a beginners Pilates class…I didn’t even break a sweat. And my stomach and shoulders are sooo sore! Lol…who knew. And this class is only going to get harder. Good thing I’m doing it with my mom, because I really cant skip it. If it was just me I’d be lazy and play tired or some other excuse. I need major motivation to get out and do things apparently!

The house hunt hasn’t been bad. We have narrowed it down to one area at least. And I found a really cute place, but then I talked to someone at work and she told me how because it’s a certain style townhouse, and it was built more narrow, a lot of people had issues getting larger furniture up to the second level. And we have a HUGE bed and very large dresser…so that’s not good for us. We’re already going to have a tough time getting out of our current place, I don’t want to be having a hard time getting into a new place. But there are tons of areas in this town with gorgeous places….so we’re still looking!

Ok…I’ve got to get ready to go out now…SO I will bid you adieu….

BUT I will be back! Because I have a HILARIOUS clip to share with you all….So check back for that!

2007-01-04T17:40:00.000-05:00

Hmm….Update eh?

OK…really not that much is new except on the living arrangements front.

We’re more or less house hunting now. It’s a little different, I didn’t think we’d be doing this for a while, but I guess with getting married in May we should get a move on. We have a few options. So far we haven’t applied for any sort of mortgage, but we have our 10% down payment and want to have something to move in for when we’re married.

We have the two obvious options….

We could build. We could buy a property just out in the country near where we currently live, for a decent amount, and build! Which being in the architectural industry, is something that I’d RATHER do. But that takes more time, there is buying the land, surveys, resurfacing….excavating…etc etc. Then there is the building, that would take another couple months. BUT BUT BUT, with me being in the industry and my man being an electrician we could cut some costs in half. Plus we have family and friend that are in construction or have a trade that they can do, so that cuts some labour costs. So we could SAVE money….Considering our current job locations and the house costs to buy building is our BEST option!

But then again, I’d rather build the house of my dreams than build a house we can just afford right now. In my opinion why not go all the way, we're just going to be moving in a couple years anyways.... So our second option is to buy…BUT where? I work in Mississauga. I don’t want to live in Mississauga and its too $$$. SO we have Brampton, but BLECK, crummy housing or asking TOO much for TOO little. SO there is Orangeville, kinda far, but cleaner and quieter. Or Georgetown…again, farther but cleaner and MUCH nicer. Or Oakville….too $$$… Or Milton…too far? Or Hamilton/Burlington?…is that too far? I don’t think its too far, but its RIGHT where all that rush hour traffic goes…..EKKK GAD, we need help!

Any suggestions, or any commuters that want to give me a heads up on a good town or place within decent driving range of Mississauga??? I don’t mind an hour drive, BUT I don’t want an hour drive from one shitty city to another shitty city! Lol…I know I’m rude! Please help!
So now you see, this might be what consumes my life for the next few months…oh that and wedding planning…lol

This weekend my girls and I are going to a wedding show, which should be a blast. Since it’s the first time my MOH meets the other new girl in the party. She’s really wicked though, so I know they will all get along!!

Anyways…hope everyone had a wicked new years and a merry Christmas!

Good luck in 2007!!!

2006-12-22T22:06:00.000-05:00

I thought I'd start this post off with a little humour!!

AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed.
2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away.
3. Avoid arguments with the little woman about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink.
4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer.
5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button.
6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough.
7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache.

hehe....OK those made ME laugh, and really that's all that matters!!

Hope you all have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!

2006-12-18T22:22:00.000-05:00

The View From Here! :) Niagara Falls Canada! Our Presidential Suite View!!

A picture montage! Fall Cottage Pics!

2006-11-28T12:27:00.000-05:00

Update!!

So a lot has happened in the last few weeks, but to keep it short I will only tell you the highlights.

Last weekend was wicked. My man decided to surprise me with a trip to Niagara Falls. We stayed at the Embassy Suites, literally RIGHT beside the Canadian Falls. We ended up getting upgraded to the Presidential suite because they don’t like to have them be empty, and since we came right at the right time, we got the $1000 a night room for a ¼ of the price….woot woot!!! We went shopping in Buffalo on Saturday…which ended up being mega painful. I did something to my hip and it was pinching some nerve in my right leg….which got worse and worse walking around all weekend. We ate at the Keg…mmm…and the Rainforest Café, which was soo much fun!!! We also did everything touristy that we could do!!! We got the barrel going over the falls picture done, we got one of those old fashioned pictured where you get to dress up in costume done. We even did one of those wax hands. Which on a side note, is already wrecked….because people keep picking it up thinking its going to be hard, when really its hard but hard WAX, so still breakable. Ahh well…apparently its not the end of the world!

Anyways, what else? Oh yeah, my dog had puppies again, a little girl and a little boy. SOOO cute, they are 2 weeks old and just this past weekend opened their eyes. On Saturday I got to my rents place and wanted to play with the babies. But both of them were being little wimps, the girl kept crying when I was holding her, and the boy just went all stiff and shook! Lol…BUT it’s never been like me to give up on puppies, so I played with them and didn’t pay attention to their little whimpers. They need to get used to being touched, or else they wont be used to people . (Note: by play, I mean cuddled and tickled their tummies! Not real playing, because they are tiny! And that’s cruel lol) So now, CUT to Sunday at 12 noon. The little girl is now playing back, play biting (gumming), and play growling. SO FREAKING CUTE….cause a tiny puppy like that growling is just funny! And then a tiny puppy rolling around on its back trying to bite you because you’re tickling it under its arms is even funnier/cuter!!!!

Anywho…back to work for me!

I’ll post some pictures of our Falls view later!

2006-11-03T11:13:00.000-05:00

A new post!!

I don’t really have much to write?!...really I feel boring right now! I should probably come back in an hour or two and write this post, but right now I have nothing much to do so here I am!!

Wedding updates…
Last weekend we went to meet with a photographer. She was wicked. She was soo upbeat and happy and just so nice. She’s REALLY good, and has some amazing pieces up around her ….shop? I don’t know what to call it. Her gallery?....ahh well you get the idea. Anyways…I think we’re going to book her. My uncle knows her and really loves all her work so I mean, she comes highly recommended. At least I know I will be getting a great photographer.

On to cakes….tomorrow is our cake consultation. We’re meeting with a cake designer. She did my one bridesmaids wedding cake for her wedding. And also comes highly recommended. I can’t wait to meet her. Apparently she sits with you for an hour and just sketches out ideas to see what we could come up with. That should be really fun.

And then on Saturday night we’re going to some wine tasting / Jazz thing. It’s I guess a wine and hors d’oeuvres tasting party, but then they have a live jazz band. I don’t know that I’m into Jazz but I mean it could be really fun. Wine…Food….live music! Sounds like a good time!

I’ll update about cake things later!! Time to get back to work!

2006-10-31T12:26:00.000-05:00

hehehe HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!

2006-10-16T22:20:00.000-04:00

Simple As That!!!

How could ANYONE hate these adorable shoes??

Seriously, 6 months ago, seeing these shoes would set me off. I HATED that people were wearing garden shoes (or hospital shoes ) out in public! I mean, ok, kids they looked cute on…BUT adults! No! I had a few girls that wore them to class, and I would laugh every time I noticed them wearing them!

But NOW? I have crossed over to the colourful side! I am….a CROC wearer!!

Yes….BUT my only argument is that I only got them for the cottage!!

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...Then I came home and wouldn’t take them off…..I’m HOOKED…they are the BEST shoes…Colourful! Fun! Comfy! CUTE!...need I say more? I want them in ALL colours!! And I beat myself up for not getting more!!! Stupid, STUPID me…100 pairs of crocs….ON SALE….in ALL colours! And I bought 1 PAIR!!!

Mine are the CUTE pink ones! hehe!

My two cousins had them for a while...they are kids, and swimmers so they wear them to meets....Then my friend and I got a pair....Then my mom and aunt had to have a pair....so really we are all croc freaks now!!

AND to explain...the little do-dads on the crocs are croc jewelery!! Cool eh! My friend and I got my cousins some Jewels and my mom got them some in Florida...and we got one froggie for my mom! Cause we love her! SO they have even cooler decorated crocs....

Thats it, thats all! Night Night!

2006-10-13T12:13:00.000-04:00

People miss me?

What what?...Now I really feel special!

Sorry for taking SO long to update, I’ve been avoiding writing about the absolute boredom that is my life!
But I guess there’s no time like the present to get it all out!

Nothing much is new….My man is still working afternoons, so I am STILL always alone. He’s also working a morning job every once in a while to get some extra funds in the bank. I think he’s crazy, BUT he’s happy being busy! And it’s not that often, so it’s ok I guess!!

As for me, things are alright. I still like my job! Today I even got to sit in on a meeting. Mind you I didn’t say anything, expect “Hi…Hello….yeah…hhmm….oh I know….good point…good idea…OK BYE :)” It was still fun though, I think I was just sort of shell shocked…Next time I will do better…I PROMISE!!

Last weekend was Thanksgiving, which was great! We went to the cottage, and the weather was BEAUTIFUL!!...we shopped a bit too…lol…BUT telling you all about that will have to wait, because there are people that read this blog that MIGHT be getting a gift and I don’t want to spoil anything!!!

I’m so glad its Friday! BECAUSE….DRUM ROLL PLEASE…..hehe…TONIGHT my two ladies and I are getting together for THE FIRST wedding planning get together for the wedding!!!! OMG I’m sooo excited! It’s going to be fun! We’re ordering dinner in, chatting about the wedding, maybe having some wine…and really just talking wedding stuff!! YAY I cant wait!!!

On another note!!...I am almost 100% sure that I only want two ladies in my wedding party. See I have this one best friend, we’ve been close for almost 12 years now, and she’s my MOH. Then I have two friends from high school that I’ve known for about 9 years now, and I wanted to include them. SO I talked to them both, kind of to get a feel for things. And BOTH were excited, but the one said “I won’t mind if you don’t have me, it’s what YOU want” and we haven’t chatted about it since. The other lady obviously is the one that’s already in my wedding party, and she was VERY excited! I asked her a few weeks ago.
BUT I’m having second thoughts about the left over one. NOT that she’d be bad, NOT that I don’t want her personally…Its just that I really only want two….does that make me rude for bringing it up to her? I mean I didn’t ask her, I said I was thinking about people, and I thought she was an idea, since we’ve known each other so long…So really its not like I’m UN-Asking her! But is that still kind of rude?? TELL ME!!!

Anyway that’s all for now…I’m going to get something to eat for lunch! Have a good weekend everyone!

2006-09-29T08:59:00.000-04:00

You’re KIDDING Me!!!

I literally missed the memo on this one!! Today, my friend, is JEANS DAY! All I would have had to do was donate $2 to United Way…THEN I could have dressed down! Instead I’m sitting here in pin stripe pants and a nice black sweater. So I’m pretty career woman fancy! AND everyone around me is in Jeans….DAMN!

Apparently I’m not on some mailing list yet. I didn’t get the one about the Christmas party date change…But I mean, to be fair, I didn’t even know there was a x-mas party yet! Then there is also some BBQ that I didn’t know about either…everyone keeps talking about it…I don’t know if its cause I missed it, or cause its tonight…or soon!! SO that makes me a bit grumpy too!

UGHH…I made a funk to a few people, so hopefully I’ll be added soon!

2006-09-27T21:51:00.000-04:00

I’m on a diet!

That’s what I’ve decided. You know when you deprive your self of something, and then you lose something…that’s how I feel!

I heard that somewhere and I’ve decided that I like it.

So I’m on a diet. A diet from my man, a diet from my friends, and a diet from life in general! (My man cause he works all the time, my friends cause not one of them seems to have a min for me, and my life…cause well, cause I CAN)

It’s funny that as soon as you say that something is wrong, everyone you try to talk to has something wrong too. How are you going to ‘vent’ about life to someone who has their own issues?? I don’t get it. And it also seems that in this time of my life, when everyone has their lives and issues….no one has time for me. I know it’s also that I don’t have time. BUT I feel like I’m the only one ever making an effort in things. It’s not one person…it’s everyone.

That’s all for today…just felt like getting that out in the open!

2006-09-21T12:42:00.000-04:00

My first work post. COOl!

SO….I’m sitting here in my ‘office’ on my lunch break…Does that make me an anti social?? I work in a division that’s pretty much closed off from everyone else….and the other two people that are here with me are ALSO sitting at their desks…so really I’m just going with the flow!! Ahh well…I’m new, I’ll venture to the café soon enough!

Today is pretty shitty…I’m tired from not being able to sleep! My man is STILL working 3-11 and so I go to bed alone and he gets home at like 12ish. I can’t really fall asleep easily alone, I have a tendency to wake up with EVERY little creak or crack….its ANNOYING….SO then I got up this morning and wasn’t feeling well, so I ended up leaving late. BUT I took a new route, so I got to work on time! BUT because I left late, I was upset and started a tiff with my man….it ended fine, because he knew it was because I was stressed.

And now…I’m STILL not feeling well…and a little upset! See let me explain…and PLEASE people…give me some advice here! My man eats relatively well….WHEN I COOK FOR HIM! His new job means that he’s on the road with another person, since he’s being trained…and these other people ALWAYS eat out. SO to start off my fancy healthy boxed lunches are no more for him, since he apparently HAS to eat out WITH these people. The guys that he works with are nice and usually buy him lunch since they know that he makes close to SHIT…so really money isn’t the issue here!

SO to explain a little more….He has two trainers….ONE we’ll call Dave! He likes to eat relatively healthy food like me….he took my man to delis to get REAL meat, and healthy things…BUT he was a womanizer!!! The type that yells out the car window at women walking by! And he was ALWAYS talking about other women to my man…he EVEN invited my man over one night to “meet some NICE ladies” WTF…he knows we’re engaged…WHY is he such a dink….I guess he doesn’t know me, so he doesn’t care. OK so that’s DAVE…my man hasn’t worked with him for a while though, cause he’s been working 3-11 on the same job with…we’ll call him Ian!...SO Ian…he’s a nice guy, “not the marriage type” guy…but a nice guy non the less….BUT he smokes and eats the bad food!! SO not only is my man stuck with his smoking, which I HATE, he eats shitty foods with this guy almost every day!

SO my question is….WHICH is better….the guy that eats the food that I “approve” of but is always going to bother me with the incessant setups and womanizing OR the guy that respects “ME” BUT is helping my man eat himself into a heart attack??????

I honestly can’t win! This is one of the ONLY reasons we fight….cause I want him to be healthy, and he’s not even trying. I want to give up and tell him “eat whatever you want” BUT that would be exactly what he would do!!

2006-09-10T15:56:00.000-04:00

A week on my own!

This past week was great and horrible at the same time. I started working for real, and I really do like my job! My boss and the other engineers are so nice, so it really makes it easier and less stressful! The ONLY stress I have yet to have about that job is the drive there!!! It’s really only a 20 min drive, BUT in the morning and afternoon traffic it’s horrible! It takes me 45 mins on a regular day, and Friday night it took me an hour! I was sooo frazzled after that drive I wanted to scream! We NEED to move! I can’t deal with my little commute….SPECIALLY when everyone I work with is apparently 2 mins away!! And they all go home for lunch and talk about how close they are! Dang….I’m jealous! Lol

And so my week was horrible cause my man was working afternoons all week! 3-11, so he basically didn’t get home till 12 or 1 all week! I really haven’t spent that much time away from him since we moved in together! I mean I only saw him for about 20 mins a day!....and then….get this….the CHERRY on the freaking sundae…He’s going to be working this afternoon shift till Christmas time! So NOT ONLY will I not really see him….anything we have planned at night, WONT be happening! Or I’ll have to be doing it alone!If any of you care….I don’t do ALONE! I hate being alone, I hate doing things alone, and I especially hate sleeping alone! I’m getting better, last week I wasn’t scared or anything like that, I just did my thing, thinking it was JUST for a week! BUT NOW??? UGGH…..that’s….hmmm…..about 16 weeks….give or take…. :( ….ohhh noooo!!!

Anyways….I guess I’ll get used to it. There will be lots of wedding planning, so I will keep busy!

This past weekend I was at the National Bridal Show….OMG sooo much fun! My mom and I went, and we got soo much loot! I can’t wait to check out all the planners and magazines I got! Wahooo!!!

Lol anyways, lots to do around here! Hope everyone’s weekend went well!

2006-09-01T12:39:00.000-04:00

Ahhh it’s been a while since I posted! I blame it on the school stealing my laptop back!!!! Bastards!! He he anyways….we JUST got a new computer so now I’m MORE than happy to play on here and post a lot. My mans computer that we had was CRAPOLA! I think it was like a 98 Dell….haha it was really old school looking!!

Anyways, I just started work training, and its going great! Its defiantly different being in a position that is long term. They made me a name plate for my office and everything, and when they said this I was like ohh why…lol I’m a loser! I can see this being a great job! We’ll see tho! I’ll update about it after my first real week!

Other than that we’re heading to the cottage tonight to see visiting family, then to visit the in-laws-to-be! I’m very excited about going to visit my mans family…our nephew is just starting walking and I hope to be there when he REALLY walks!

Anyways I’m out, so BYE all….have a great Labour Day weekend!!

2006-08-24T22:22:00.000-04:00

So I’m DONE! I finished at about midnight last night, or rather that’s when I submitted my last school project EVER!!! OMG it feels so good! Right now it’s 11 am, I just woke up about half and hour ago, and am still in my PJ’s!! I LOVE THIS!!

Mind you, it’s only going to last today and maybe I can sleep in tomorrow morning! THEN next week is very hectic. Monday, I’m work cloths shopping because I only have a few nice work outfits, Tuesday I’m getting all my things organized for Wednesday and Thursday because I have sort of a training and orientation for my new job. The girl that was doing my job up to now was on co-op and is heading back to school the week I start, so they wanted me to meet her, and have her explain things to me and help me get things organized a bit. I’m kind of nervous about this all…only because they have high expectations, and with my sort of low self esteem, I think I’ll fall short of what they want! I guess time will only tell.

You know what I was thinking, I’m more excited than anything about the fact that I might get to have a real work Christmas party this year. I really hope they do that, I mean large companies still have them….right?? I went with my good friend Rocks to her Christmas bash last year, and it was SO FUN! I hope she still wants me to come again this year, because her work really knows how to treat employees with a good time! And I really had a great time just hanging out with her!! Other than hers, I’ve never been to one really. My work placement this past Christmas had one, but it was a dinner at a restaurant and it was fun, but it wasn’t a real Christmas party….SO I’m looking forward to this Christmas!!

That’s It that’s all….I’m drinking with my man tonight, to celebrate all that deserves celebrating!!!

2006-08-14T23:11:00.000-04:00

Sorry to my few readers for my absence.
I’m in my last few weeks of school…I’ve had a million assignments and tests! And on top of that I was in the middle of finding a job!

GOOD NEWS THOUGH!!!! I GOT ONE!!! I got a great job, a great paying job, and I’m MEGA happy! It’s going to be wicked! It’s a large company, I get great benefits, and it’s something I could stay at for a while. Right now I’m up in the air about staying there for a long period, since it’s an engineering company and I’m graduating in Architecture. But I know a few people now that worked at engineering companies and loved it!…So it’s still going to be fun. I’ll update about the job once I’ve worked a bit.

Other than that, not much is new. 2 weeks left of school! 3 weeks till I start my new job! And 9 months 6 days until we get MARRIED!!! Hehe!! I CAN’T wait. SO many people are getting married right now…and on top of that SO many people are getting pregnant! I can’t wait to be a mother!!! But that will be a while, since I’m young, and we’re not 100% financially set! And financial security is the ONE thing we won’t break on before we have children! That and a safe secure home. We want to have a house before we have children, but with my man starting a new 5 year apprenticeship in the city, looks like renting or leasing is more likely! Unless we buy a house sooner than later and live in it while fixing it up…then sell it when we move. Arg lol that’s too much to deal with right now! We’ll figure that out later!

Anyways….Off to bed, I have LOTS of homework to get done tomorrow!! Ciao!

2006-08-02T12:01:00.000-04:00

Visitors, Interviews, Projects! Oh My!

My week has started off very hectic. Firstly we have my rents-in-law-to-be over, that’s always fun. We really miss then, they live about 8 hours away!
BUT lol…we’ve succeeded to burn the toaster, as well as burn one of my favourite cutting boards and break one of our casserole dishes….seems to me we’re kind of jinxed!! Such is life!

Other than that, I had my two interviews. One on Monday and one on Tuesday, both went well…BUT I felt kind of like they were both asking me why I was there….I applied, because I need a job! Why did YOU post a job?! Obviously you didn’t need me to come all this way to tell me that Architecture isn’t the same thing as engineering…I KNEW THAT!! WHY DIDN’T YOU? SO I guess I can wait and see…that’s not so horrible, both said they would get back to me by Friday…I’m kind of waiting for bad news….Guess I need to apply for jobs with a closer description to what I really want!
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I’ve realized that this week has been kind of a huge funk. I was in a bad mood, am not getting enough sleep, and basically just don’t want to try at all at school! On top of that, EVERYONE is trying to make me be friends with the chick that I don’t like….wtf…she’s a bitch, HOW am I the ONLY one that sees that!

On a good note, we’re heading to the cottage for the long weekend…I have tons of homework, but don’t have any plans to do it! I want to tan, drink, and RELAX!

Since my man’s rents are in town, there was lots of wedding talk. Last night we talked about tux’s….I cant wait to see my handsome man in a tux…OMG sooo hot…I’ll post pictures of the type we’re going with soon! I know exactly what type he’s going to wear! It’s SUCH a nice suit!

Anyways….more wedding talk later….I need to get back to class!

2006-07-26T10:30:00.000-04:00

I So Need Help!
Something about searching for a job makes my stomach turn! I loath going in and being a keener, trying to act as if THIS job is THE ONE I really want! I hate that first meeting, I hate interviews, I HATE it all. I haven’t ever really hated the job once I’ve gotten past that first step…BUT I hate doing all that shit to get the job!
I know that this is a terrible thing to say, because it makes me seem like a big baby, but seriously I am NOT a first impression kind of person! I am very personable once I get past my nerves, but before that I get SO nervous, I get sweaty palms, and I get nauseous!! I HATE that feeling!
Lol anyway, that’s my rant for today! This week I’m alone a lot, my fiancé is working doubles all week…it’s really wicked because he gets double time anything over his 7.5 hours, and also since it’s an apprentice he’s getting closer to the end faster! But it sucks cause firstly I don’t see him much, and secondly he works from 5:30 to 12….Not really working that whole time, but that’s how long he’s going to be gone…he really works 7:30-4 then 5-11, he has to leave at 5:30 to get to the meeting spot for the company, since it’s in a crazy traffic area! That is why I will never commute to a job! Bleck….we’d love to move right now, but I’m not done school till august!....ONLY 4.5 more weeks!!!!!!

Anyways….here are some pictures from the last cottage trip! Next cottage weekend is August Long Weekend! I CAN’T WAIT!

Great View to The Balls Island!

Lily Pads......off our island.
The Mans beer of choice!

2006-07-14T09:13:00.000-04:00

I love the summer….I love the sun….I love the cottage….I love the warm night walks!!!

I DON’T however love sweating…bugs or bug bites…sun burns…. Or spiders!!!!!

I have some cottage pictures for you all…following in Dawn's footsteps!

This is why I hate spiders, this is a dock spider, it was literally 3 inches wide and long….or LARGER than my palm! *shudder* I was laying on the dock and it was RIGHT under me, probably looking up and licking its ‘lips’….*shudder* (again)…

This is my water puppy….all our dogs go straight for the water AS SOON as we get to the cottage…they wade in, just so their bellies are touching the water, and sit down! It’s so cute!

I’ll have a lot more pictures after this weekend…

Other than that life is boring! I’ve got 6 weeks of school left, and don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. I have to REALLY start looking for a job soon! I don’t know what to do!! Ahhh!! I HATE…no, Loath…going to do cold calls! People make me nervous! I always get scared, and get sweaty palms, and studded over my words! It sucks!! I wish I had the confidence I needed! Ahh well….wish me luck everyone!

2006-06-28T13:01:00.000-04:00

Yesterday I was a WRECK….I apologize for being so emotional to those who had to deal with me!!

Today is more of a happy day. My man was home since his new job hasn’t started yet!! Last night we stayed up until 1:00 am playing RISK….I won technically, he said once you have more than half the world you win, but we kept playing. That was a bad idea, cause the I lost….lol…It was my first time playing and I wasn’t that good….for some reason I decided to get ONE man on each place I owned….I owned LOTS but then it just made it easier for him to take his 8 places and overtake all of mine! GRR I hate to lose! Then we slept in and just relaxed until I had to leave for school.

For some reason I’m in a flowery mood…I don’t know if that’s what you would call it. But I want to look at flowers, and just smell the roses. I decided since I am I this mood I would share some pretty flowers with you!! Some flowers I MAY or MAY NOT have in my wedding. See my favourite flower is the Gerbera, so I want to have that….SO my girl or girls will have gerberas and I will have roses and gerberas….or maybe just MORE gerberas!!...I don’t know though, we’ll have to wait and see!!

I LOVE this one....not the weird nest of twigs at the bottom tho...its the style I want too, with the bunch of flowers and the stem handle!!!

I like this big bundle too...but the light pink colour throws me off....atleast it's the type of flowers I like!!

This is what I want for the Ladies....its just going to be a bundle of Gerberas, in a solid colour. I'm not sure what colours but I'll figure that out when we pick our theme colours, cause I dont know all my options for the actual flower colours yet!

2006-06-27T13:29:00.000-04:00

Why is it that I call people like her my friends?

I can’t believe I still talk to this girl!! I am SO fuming mad right now, NOTHING can change the feeling I had when this one person said what she said!!

I’ll explain! Yesterday I was working with a couple “friends” at school on a project…these are the same “friends” that ditched me and are rude to me on a daily basis…. SO all is good, then another friend showed up, he was coming to work on some things but had to leave early to go to his sister’s graduation. This got us chatting, because my little bro just graduated high school and is going to university next year. Basically the guy, we’ll call him, John, said something along the lines of….ohh he’s going to get some GOOD play, all those hot ladies are game for him!...OK let me tell you my brother has a very serious girlfriend that he would literally give the world to!...So I told John, no I don’t think so, he’s taken and he’s not that way. He basically said “naw, he’ll be having some ‘side’ fun.” Hardy har har har…I can joke, but then I turned to the girl I call my friend, and asked “you’ve met my brothers girlfriend; she’s so cute, he wouldn’t cheat on her, would he now?”….She FUCKING sat there, thought about it, and said “yeah, he prolly would”…WTF my brother would ditch his own MOTHER to hang out with his GF, he would drive her 4 hours to some soccer game turn around, come back, and drive back the next day to get her, he would even do the same for HER little brother, he LOVES her…and wouldn’t EVEN look at another chick!! That alone offended me…I mean sometimes my brother is annoying and sometimes he’s a prick…BUT fuck, a cheater he’s NOT, and DON’T Fucking say shit about him EVER again!

You think that’s all? NOPE…so that made me MAD….but I was willing to let that one fly. I asked her if she was crazy first tho and she replied, “All guys are cheaters” …NOW like I said I was willing to let my bro go, cause maybe he’s not going to stay with his GF they’re young, maybe things will change…I didn’t want to fight about him anymore….But ALL guys, I DIDN’T want to let that go, specially since her last BF was my fiancés brother! And I know for a freaking fact that he wouldn’t EVER have cheated on her! BUT I didn’t want to ask her about him, that wasn’t where I wanted to go with her in front of everyone else. SO I asked about the only guy I can actually vouch for….My Man!!! So I asked “Ok all guys are cheaters?…hahaha…what about MY man?” ….AGAIN she thought about it and said “yeah he would/will, just give him time”….OHH NO YOU FUCKING DIDN’T!?!?!...I could NOT believe my freaking ears! She called my fiancé a fucking cheater, and said if he didn’t, he would! Basically it’s inevitable!

WHORE! He wouldn’t EVER, we’re getting married, and how you DARE say shit about him and his faithfulness!!!! I didn’t know whether to cry, yell, or hurt her! Of course, I just sat there and went quiet…I wanted to say something…I was going to call her a whore to her face…BUT I’m not the type to be THAT rude…and by the time I thought of something REALLY perfect to say it was too late, the subject had changed! Now I’m sitting here across from her wanting to throw my whole computer at her and tell her how I feel about her and HER cheating ways. I mean OK she’s a cheater…her last BF, my fiancés brother, left her cause she had cheated like 7 times on him, BUT that’s NO excuse to freaking talk shit about other people. OK maybe she could have made a strong statement and then when I asked about my brother or my man she could have said “I can’t speak for them” that’s even better than making such a harsh accusation as to say THEY would and WILL cheat at some point! That’s NOT her place to judge!

OMG someone PLEASE agree with me here! I need some support on this issue…and MAYBE something good to say to her….cause I REALLY don’t want to just leave this alone, I want to say SOMETHING!

Thanks for listening!

2006-06-24T07:30:00.000-04:00

This being sick is starting to take a toll on me! It seems to be a repetitive thing also!

Its annoying to, because I was talking to a chick in my class…yes “my friend” has been demoted to “chick in my class”, Right now she’s being an idiot! BUT more on that later….and I was saying how I didn’t feel good again and you know what she said? “You’re always sick though. Something’s always wrong with you. You should go see a doctor”…Dumb bitch, I’m not always sick. I’m sick just as often as her, BUT I just complain a lot about it. Ok maybe I am sick a lot, BUT it’s more tummy aches, which I get when, even the tiniest bit nervous, and having the flu is common. I’ve only had the flu twice this winter….I think….hmmm….yeah only 2 times. That’s not horrible, lots of people have been sick twice already…right?

I do honestly think my immune system is lower than others. I mean when I get even the tiniest cut on my body it swells up and then the next day is infected. I’m NOT a dirty person, I was my hands A LOT…I can’t stand having ANYTHING on them. I always said that if I ever have to have major surgery I’ll prolly die from infection, since my body won’t fight it off! And you know what…I was totally right. Not major surgery but I had my wisdom teeth out in high school…and guess what? Yeah that’s right, I got 2 really bad infections. I had to have drains put in the “holes” from where my teeth were! I KNEW that would happen to…and OMG did it hurt to have those drains put in….the first time I wasn’t expecting the pain, so it wasn’t AS bad…but he did it without any sort of pain killer, SHOVED the little piece of nasty tasting shit in the open wound and then said OK DONE…..but then I had to have it done a second time….I BEGGED for something for the pain. BUT NO! Jerk!!! Anyways so I was right and NO matter what I do, I get infections….damn immune system. And my body is weird in other ways, EVERY time I get stressed, even the slightest bit, I get cankers. So during exam week, the first week of any new job, and all other stressful times, I have a huge canker somewhere in my mouth!! I prey that wedding planning goes well over the next 10 months, because I can’t have 10 months of cankers!!! That would REALLY suck!

Right now I’m sick with some sort of flu. I’m killing time before I go to the walk-in clinic, because I really think its BAD. It started Sunday as a REALLY sore throat, I was avoiding swallowing in general because it was soo painful. So I figured I had strep cause my moms a carrier of the strep virus (she’s immune to it, but can give it to others somehow)…but then I had a cough and a runny nose, so I thought that wasn’t strep, and figured it was a regular cold. BUT then today….Saturday, I woke up and thought I was dying. I couldn’t even get a deep breath in, cause my chest was so tight. And my throat is so swollen that it’s making it even harder to breath! AND I can hardly swallow cause my throat has swollen itself up. AND every time I cough, which is A LOT, it hurts my ears and my neck badly! See the thing is I normally won’t go to the Dr. because I hate going, explaining all my symptoms and then being sent home to get some rest….I had a REALLY bad cold in high school, went to the Dr. and he told me that…so since then I don’t go, because I don’t want to waste my time. BUT this time It’s REALLY bad…what if I do have strep and its getting worse…what if my tonsils are swollen to golf balls and I need to get them taken out….WHAT IF?...lol…so I’m going to go and find out what’s wrong, JUST so I don’t sit and stress myself out for nothing…cause I don’t need a canker on top of all of this…haha!!

SO that’s all for now…since it’s a long boring post I’ll tell you more about the “chick in my class” later! Wish me luck at the Dr’s and pray I’m not secretly dying! OH GOD what if I have the Avian bird Flu??!?!?!? AHHH!!! I wish the Dr’s opened sooner than 9am!!! ARG!!!

2006-06-21T08:08:00.000-04:00

I joined this blogger world just under a year ago, and I feel like its going down the pooper! It’s been an outlet for me that I LOVE, and I love reading about other peoples lives and having that connection. It’s been great for me to vent and tell my stories. But it’s also started fights and made me upset on many occasions. I am the type of person to take things very personally…EVEN if things are not directly about me. If it’s something I’ve thought about myself and then read I have the tendency to assume it’s directed at me. But there have been other times that I have told things in confidence that have miraculously appeared in blogs and were said to NOT be about me. But I have a feeling that these people just don’t realize that they are being too open. Fine with me I guess, I don’t have to read those blogs…But I love all the other things on these blogs. I love hearing about things I miss and how these people are doing in everyday life. I don’t get that unless I read the blogs…its catch 22. I wish it was easier. I wish I could keep my personal issues to myself. I wish I DIDN’T need to talk. I wish everything was that much easier! But it’s not…so I’ll deal with it in the way I can! This is usually to not deal with it and to ignore it the best I can!

On a good note it’s helped me learn a lot about issues I knew nothing about. I have to give props to all the people out there that have blogs as outlets for REAL issues.

I’m not leaving, if that’s what my few readers think…I just feel since things is a blog about venting, I should tell the whole truth. Plus since it’s almost my blogs birthday I thought I would sum things up!

Happy Almost Blogger Birthday To Me!!!!

Haha, don’t laugh, its all I’ve got! I’m sick (again) and totally swamped with crappy school work! I need something to make me happy! Even wedding planning is at a standstill right now…argg I wish I could just plan that and do nothing else. I am however going dress shopping for my MOH this weekend….but she hates shopping and has already made other evening plans….so I guess we won’t be too long. I just want to look, I want her to be comfortable at our wedding, and since she’s also not a dress person it’s going to be hard to please her! We’ll see!! I’m crossing my fingers that it goes well for a first time outing of this sort!

Anyways off to school for me! Bye

2006-06-13T13:25:00.000-04:00

Saturday June 10th was one of my high school friends wedding day! It was beautiful, she looked beautiful and everything went off without a hitch. It was a smaller wedding at about 110 people. I was one of her bridesmaids and it was a blast! I was VERY nervous to stand in front of everyone because I figured I would screw something up…BUT I didn’t! Yay me! The highlight of the day was seeing how happy my friend and her new hubby were to be married, they’ve been engaged for almost a year and a half. The second highlight of the day was getting to drive, or rather be driven, around in a stretch excursion!! We got picked up for breakfast, taken to the hair dresser, and then to get makeup done, then to the wedding…and all around after! It was soo fun! We even had champagne in the limo too…mmmm!! Since my mom was just getting off work she decided to come to the church and catch everyone coming out, she thought we all looked beautiful. Then when I pointed out the huge limo we had she told me not to worry cause she already got the card…holla….maybe we’ll be driving around in that too Rocks!! What do you think?

Anyways other news now….the 10th was also my 3 year anniversary with my man….we didn’t do anything because we were at the wedding and since we’re already engaged we don’t really think we’re supposed to celebrate…now we’ll celebrate our engagement date, and then our wedding date!! COOL!!!

OTHER other news! I got accepted into the program I applied to!!!! It’s a bachelor of architectural planning program and can take me really far!! There were only 13 positions available for this bridge program….a bridge program means that since I’m already going to be done the architectural Technology course I can skip right to 3rd year, of 4 years. So 2 years to do the program!...At our college 16 people applied, but then 3 dropped out of the interviews, so with 13 people left I figured my chances were good..lol! BUT then I asked during my interview if since there were only 13, would we all going to get in? haha!!! He told me that it was out of ALL the architectural technology colleges …meaning there could be 200 or more students applying!! BUT OMG I got picked…THEY PICKED ME!....THEY WANT ME!!!! Hehe….From our program 7 or 8 got in, which is pretty sweet! We have some smarty pants here! Anyways, so I got an offer of acceptance, now I REALLY need to seriously think about going! I didn’t want to decide before because I didn’t want to have a let down. I didn’t want to decide to go, get soo excited, and then not be accepted. SO now I’m thinking! It’s a location change, a banking change lol…and even a change that will affect my man and I both together! Ahhhhhh lol!

Anyways that’s all….check back later!!

2006-06-06T09:27:00.000-04:00

At one point it seems like there is nothing to do, and then another I’m swamped and drowning. I hate that feeling.

When it comes to wedding planning I’m doing alright, not planning too much right yet because of being in school until August. That’s making me worry, because I am scared that everything won’t get done. I know I will…it’s just like me to stress! I only have one girl on my side of the wedding party, she’s my best friend and has known me since I moved here in grade 6. That’s a long time for me to really know someone since before living here we really didn’t live somewhere for more than a year. My dad works with a company that kept transferring him, it was good for him moving up in the company, but hard on us moving a lot. In a way it might have been good, my older brother and I are both very good socializers, we can walk into any crowd and chat it up! So when we moved here, I met my friend we became good friends, I think we kind of grew apart for a short while…but that was because I was annoying! I basically tried to make myself like her so she would like me more. Anything she liked I liked, that kind of kid…..YES I was that kid…Her “I really like the movie Free Willy”…Me “OMG…MEEE TTOOOO” meanwhile I hadn’t even seen it! Lol…That and the spandex shorts, I really think that was the reason she wouldn’t talk to me for a while!...I mean really who wears spandex shorts to gym class!! Seriously! What was I thinking?!? Ha-ha, but we prevailed and are still friends to this day! She’s gotten me through a lot, and I hope I’ve helped her throughout our friendship too…for that I thank her! I truly believe we’re soul friends…we may fight a lot, but that’s because we’re basically sisters. If she was my biological sister we’d fight just as much!

Anyways, that’s all for today…I’m swamped with school for this week, one test today and one exam tomorrow!! Yay me!

2006-05-30T12:14:00.000-04:00

I LIVE to make RocksandChairs happy!

So I hope that she is happy with the colour I have chosen for MY blog now!

I was trying to make it so that my wedding ticker was very visable...now it fades away a bit into the dark blue background...BUT as long as you're happy, I'm happy!!

2006-05-26T09:07:00.000-04:00

AHH…GUESS WHAT???

WE set a date! Not that any of you are REALLY following our wedding…BUT I’m going to tell you anyways. We set the day!!!!! May 20th 2007. OMG less than a year away! It’s SO exciting! My mom went and checked things out and set things up and it all sounds perfect! Its funny too, cause when we were looking at places, I kept saying that I wanted to have chair covers because so many of those places have UGLY chairs…BUT my mom reminded me that we would save a lot by NOT having them, so I dropped it. Who really looks at the chairs anyways? BUT lol then my mom went and booked our place and decided on chair covers AND extra long floor length table covers…hehe just so you can’t see those table legs! SO I don’t know why she made such a big deal about it before and now she’s going with it…I think she’s really having fun with this wedding planning, and wants it all to look perfect!! Lol I’m not at ALL complaining about that! I love my mom, and LOVE all that she’s doing and going to be doing for our wedding! Thanks Mommy! This weekend we’re going to meet a potential officiant, my Maid of Honour is coming with me and my mom and I’m really happy about that…If she’s up to it we might even go over to our location and check out a wedding they have, to see what it will look like all set up! We’ll see tho!

On another note, if anyone here is following the Hockey games….WTF were they THINKING??? I mean really…WHO switches their goalie IN THE FINALS….or whatever you call these games before the final playoffs. I was born in and lived in Edmonton until I was 11, those are MY BOYS. I am counting on them! They are the LAST Canadian team in the running and CAN’T let us down! STOP FUCKING UP!! And learn how to be a better coach!! GAWD!!

That’s it that’s all!

2006-05-25T10:59:00.000-04:00

A post about nothing, but everything at the same time! Exciting isn’t it??

Not really!! But pretend for me! Ok?

My long weekend, in a nutshell! My man was sick, so we waited until Saturday morning to head to the cottage. It was actually the best thing we could have done, because the usual 2 and a half hour drive only took 1 and a half, and there was NO traffic! And we got to sleep in our own warm cozy bed! But then when we got there it was so cold and raining most of the time. We lasted one night, and then came home. It was Sunday morning so we actually had a lot of extra time to do things. We got laundry done AND got to watch 3 movies I’ve wanted to see. Well OK not really wanting to see, but ones that I was interested in seeing! They were The Ringer, Aeon Flux and Fun with Dick and Jane….all good movies. I was most impressed with Aeon Flux, it was well done. NOT to par with The Matrix, BUT in that Genre!

Anyways so that’s my weekend in a nutshell…My week however has been more eventful! Basically as I stated before my two NINCOMPOOP friends aren’t being that great to me. Yesterday was the worst. I managed to be ditched for a ride, and then when I got to the place I was ditched again. Then I was BASICALLY told to get lost. They are both really nice so they didn’t really say GET LOST, but I was supposed to be meeting them to work on a project after we went to this place. BUT when we went to leave the one person said to me...We have to go somewhere so we’ll meet you back there, call my cell when your back… WTF we’re working on a group project, WHAT the HELL am I going to do while you two go off and SHOP!?? So I basically said I would follow and wait, since I don’t have anywhere else to be, that was fine with them, BUT when we got back to school they went into a different parking lot and disappeared for 15 mins. I called their cells BUT nothing! Then one of them called me to ask WHERE I WAS??! Seriously what is wrong with ME that I am being treated like this?? NOTHING…I am nice to both of them. Then in class I was trying to offer my help with something and the one person basically ignored me and said they were going to work on it later instead! Honestly…I’m starting to get MAD here, I want to say something! And right now they are chatting and sitting with their backs to me….And I thought last week was bad!

I wrote the second part in RED cause red is a mad colour, and I am MAD! I wont be doing a Thursday Thirteen either, cause I don't have too much more to say. Next week I will because we are going to be getting a few wedding things in order...so I will update everyone about that...and also more about how these two jerks are acting!!

Bye For Now!

2006-05-18T21:33:00.000-04:00

No Thursday Thirteen FOR YOU!

I just don’t seem to have the energy to write a Thursday Thirteen! So I thought I would just give you a little update.

I am back at school and it’s already crappy…I started the official countdown today! Now let me tell you, I usually at least hold off till the 8th week for that! BUT this one started on the 4th day! SO the countdown is at 13 weeks left! Lol…who thinks I might crack before getting there?? It started today cause I basically am having a hard time with my 2 class friends….its a LONG story why we’re not on the BEST of terms, but basically they both didn’t show up to class! I mean I wouldn’t have cared, BUT these are the two people that I spend every minute at school with! We save seats for each other, take notes for each other, even help with each others homework! SO for NEITHER of those heffers to write me a MSN message saying that they WOULDN’T be showing up to class was MORE than RUDE!! And then when I msged one of them to ask what was up and why they weren’t there, they said “oh yeah I’m not coming, and neither is -----” SERIOUSLY!? Ok fine….I dropped it, wrote my notes and left! Then they showed up for the afternoon class…AND one of them had the audacity to say “oh yeah I totally forgot to msg you, I didn’t even think to say something” That was really just like putting the cherry on top of the sundae that is our friendships!!!! Thanks guys! Thanks A LOT!!! I like where this is all going! TO THE POOPER!!!

Ohh well….like I said 13 weeks and DONE LIKE DINNAH!!!! 3 months basically! I can handle that! Everyone pray for me that it gets better with those two nincompoops tho! I’m over it now, I just wanted to share my day with everyone! lol

SO, That’s it that’s all….Off to the cottage for the long weekend!! Here’s to good drinks, good food and NO BUGS! Oh and NO RAIN!

2006-05-12T20:58:00.000-04:00

Here is an Update on my babies! They even pose for pictures!! They are 5 and a half weeks old!

Milo and Princeton and my beautiful feet! lol

(Milos the panting one...hes chubby and wore himself out playing!)

Milo! Or as I refer to him...Milo-Milo-My Love! :) ( Notice how he takes over my WHOLE hand...and weights a TON...lol)

Here is my Lil Baby Princeton! He's the runt and the cutest! (Notice how he FITS in my hand!)This is Kewi! He's kinda camera shy. I love this guy tho!!
My Milo again, he's such a camera whore!!!

2006-05-11T09:27:00.000-04:00

Thirteen Things about Beezaleez

1. Today I have nothing to do, and I plan on staying in these PJs ALL DAY!!

2. I still wish I was married right now!.

3. I miss my old friends! I saw an old friend last night, and it just brought back so many high school memories! I wish I was back with her and my other best friend…then I would be happy!

4. I have a stag and doe to go and setup to this weekend! It should be fun!...NOT the set-up part, the partying part!

5. I watch A Baby Story and A Wedding Story religiously! Sometimes 8 episodes a day! Is that Sad?

6. My Fiancé wants us to move to where his family lives. I love it there, BUT could I live there??? It’s 8 hrs away from my family and it’s kinda not close to anything! But its really nice there, and its cheaper to live. Hmmm???

7. Lol yeah I’m not moving there…I’d miss my friends and family WAY TOO much! Who am I kidding?

8. I have ANOTHER canker…this time it’s on my tongue…BUT what am I stressed about?? Possibly the wedding planning? But I don’t feel stressed about it, we’re getting lots done and it’s WAY early! Hmm possibly it started last week from the drama of my friend….yeah that’s prolly it…that was annoying! And the drama of coming back and having to make awkward conversation with her!

9. Today I’m making Potatoe Soup….I hope its good!!

10. Yesterday I ate McDonalds. Anyone that knows me, knows I don’t ever eat McDonalds! It was GOOD…BUT I felt gross all night from it! Once every blue moon it’s worth the tummy ache… But not that often! I can’t eat it anymore until after our wedding…I know it’s a year or so away, BUT I have to fit into a gorgeous dress! And I don’t want to not fit!

11. I found the song that I was looking for…It was – When the Stars Go Blue – By Tim McGraw. It’s a really nice song!.. “Dancing In Your Wooden Shoes…In A Wedding Gown!” hehe I love that part!

12. Right now I wish my Fiancé was home….Its really rainy outside and I feel like cuddling up and watching a movie! I hate these long boring days when everyone else is busy but me!!

13. I was told this past week that I’m ready to have children and I would make a great mother!!! That makes me smile. I can’t wait to have children!

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2006-05-11T09:03:00.000-04:00

An Update for ALL my avid readers!!....OK, for the 2 people that actually come here!!

I was away for a week, so that’s the reason for my absence. My Fiancé and I went to visit his family. It was good fun! We got to baby sit his nephew Monday to Friday! It was really nice to actually get to bond with him, since we’re so far away. And Bond I did! By the end of the week he was reaching for me as soon as I walked into the room, and making googly eyes at me! I loved it. Plus he just turned one so he’s at that crawling and trying to talk age so he was a blast! We wiggle wiggled and Roule Rouled…good times were had.

Other than that our week was generally just family time…we did go out and have a few drinks, and go sing some karaoke…BUT I did NOT sing…lol I have to be REALLY drunk to do that!

That was that week! Now onto this week!

Monday my mom and I went to look at places for the reception, and Tuesday we went to look at dresses! It was really fun to be spending that time with my mom. Especially when I was trying on dresses….she was really cute!! We think we’ve narrowed it down to a date, but we still want to go see one place so after we see that place we’ll pick out of all the places. I really want this one place, it’s a golf and country club that’s GORGEOUS... but it’s not really close to any hotels. And since most of the guests are out-of-towners, it’s not really fare to do that! I have a few other favourites, and so does my man….BUT the last place we’re looking at is an outdoor wedding place. It’s a couple that has 10 acres that are all set up with gardens and trees for outdoor weddings…BUT if we go with that place our date has to change, since we want May and May might not be warm enough for an outdoor wedding. But we’ll see…I think we’re leaning more towards a place in town, since it will be more convenient for everyone!

I went home a few times to see the puppies, and OMG soooo cute! They are all really fluffy and really active. I miss them so much, since last litter I was home because school was out. I wish I was there now…OR wait, I wish I just lived closer so that I could go see them more! I miss little Kiwi, Princeton and Milo! Lol they are all odd, so the odd names match! Milo is hilarious he’s HUGE….Princeton is the smallest and Milo has to be ATLEAST 2 times the size of him. They don’t look like brothers! But that just makes him cool! SO I love him! Lol

So that was my life while I was away…I am back at school on Monday, AHHHHH….BUT only this semester left, THEN DONE! OMG I can’t wait!

2006-04-28T21:42:00.000-04:00

Thirteen Things about Beezaleez

A Day late but better late than NEVER! :)

1. I finished my last final exam today...I hate exams! Infact I LOATH them...And I wish I didn't have one more semester to deal with!

2. I wish I was married right now.

3. I wish I was done school, so I could get a job, so we could have more money, so we could have babies!

4. I really love wine! I could go for a HUGE glass of ice cold white wine!

5. Tonight I am babysitting the 3 puppies and mommy. Mostly they just sleep...but they are still fun!

6. I am going away on sunday for a week!! And am VERY glad things worked out the way I was hoping they would!

7. I have a canker! I get cankers when I get stressed....its weird how my body does that. One time I had a canker the size of a dime!! It was painful!

8. I still wish my friend would end the drama....its getting OLD!

9. Having Paris and the puppies here makes me want a pet even more! It makes me sad that I cant have a pet for a while!

10. My Fiance wont make me dinner tonight. We're both too lazy...Its friday at 10 pm and neither of us has eatten anything. Just snacks!

11. I need to make some new CD's for our drive. And today I heard a song I REALLY like but I didnt catch the name of it! I HATE when that happens to me, cause I can NEVER remember the words or the tune when I want to ask someone.

12. Right now we're watching Star Trek: Enterprise...I dont really like it!

13. I Am VERY excited to get to spend lots of time with our nephew!!!! We're babysitting him everyday we can while visiting home!! Yay!!

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2006-04-21T07:39:00.000-04:00

PUPPIES!!!!
Here are a few pics of the cutie pies!! To update you, they now all have their eyes open and are starting to get really active. And are about 2 1/2 weeks old. Yesterday when my rents woke up they said that they found the puppies in the middle of the room sleeping...thats only 6 feet from their little baby bed...but its far when you are only 6 inches long and dont really walk!

So we have Prince, who is going to be going to Edmonton. Then we have Kewi, who will be going to a family member...pending a husbands approval lol. Then we have Milo...I named him since no one has picked him. He's the slowest one, he's a little fatty and opened his eyes last! Thats my little man alright! BUT in the last litter, we had 2 girls and the fatty of that litter turned out to be the smaller dog....so we'll see maybe he wont grow too much! SO here are the pics!!...

First we have mama....shes being good, but is keeping a CLOSE

eye on her babies!

Then we have the tower of babies! lol in some guys stinky slippers!

who else agrees they look more like passed out puppies than sleeping puppies??

I could eat these guys up! They are SO adorable!

2006-04-20T22:26:00.000-04:00

Thirteen Things about Beezaleez

1. Spring seems to be break-up time….or the time when people get restless and bored! I thank god for the security I have in my relationship!!

2. I can’t wait to get married.

3. I wish the drama would end for my friend and her boyfriend. I’m getting sick of the break-ups!

4. I have a slight dislike for cheaters….lol!

5. I miss my family….I’m only 45 mins away but still don’t feel like I see everyone there.

6. I wish there was a Tuesday 12…so that I could write this earlier in the week when I think of things!

7. I am very sad lately….which is weird for me…BUT I just feel like nothing is going my way!

8. I wish I was in Cuba right now….like I was supposed to be!

9. I want a dog or a cat! I miss my pets! And HATE living where I can’t have one!

10. I can’t…AND I MEAN CAN’T…wait to be done school!!!!

11. I don’t know who’s going to be in the rest of my wedding party….it seems like no one really wants to. I feel like I stepped up to the plate for my friends wedding…and am waiting to see if I get the same! I really don’t think I will.

12. I really hate Mullets….they look HORRIBLE!!! lol on ANYONE!!

13. My Fiancé had a mullet when he was a kid….haha I couldn’t even pretend not to laugh at that picture! It was TOO funny!!!!

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2006-04-19T22:05:00.000-04:00

Praise…what does this mean to you?

There are three simple means and examples of what praise means…and basically what it means to me…

An expression of approval and commendation; "he always appreciated praise for his work"

Offering words of homage as an act of worship; "they sang a hymn of praise to God"

Express approval of; "The parents praised their children for their academic performance"

Lately I’ve been having a real problem with praise…NOT giving it, but getting it. In all aspects of my life.

In school, I am a hard worker, and have never really received praise for my work. I mean I was always smart…not always A+ but smart none the less…. And because of that I never really got a lot of attention from my rents when I did do well on things….they kind of figured cause I always did well it was normal. I have an older brother that was a typical guy in school, it was hard to get him to pay attention, so then when he did well he got praise for it. It didn’t make me jealous or anything and my rents do give me attention when I do well now…BUT not as much as I would like.

When it comes to friends, I feel like I do a lot for people and I try to make everyone happy…and it goes to waste a lot of the time, or maybe not to waste per say but I don’t hear about it! Since I like to talk a lot, and listen to people talk, I get to hear about all their other friends and I wonder if they say the same things about me to them (their friends). It’s always been a question I asked myself. Am I appreciated? BUT…That’s kinda another topic; we’re talking about praise today! So with friends I get to hear about all those other people, and then its funny that sometimes when I am with a group I hear a lot of “ohh thanks so much….you’re so great…I love that about you” ..It’s not so much that I’m jealous it’s just that it’s not about me so it makes me sad. I am not asking to be glorified! That’s not what I mean…I just want some thanks or nice comments once in a while. It’s not just ONE friend it’s mostly ALL of them. When people do talk about me to my face it’s usually the bad things. I get to hear about how people think I will be in 10 years…which is married with kids and ignoring all my friends….that’s a hard thing for anyone to hear…FOR ME its ten fold, I can take when someone says something bad to me that I can change or something I’ve done wrong, I might get upset, BUT I do make a conscious decision to change that about myself. BUT things like the fact that my friends don’t think I’ll pay much attention to them, or that once I get married I’ll diss them, or that I wont come visit them, or that I’ll move away and forget them…that hurts…its nothing I can change, it’s horrible that people think that of me and think I will turn out like that…NOT that I would, I love my friends, they help me stay sane…BUT why are all of them being so harsh to me?

In high school I was a push over…I put everyone before myself! It used to make some people mad. And I had to hear about it all the time. Then I had a good friend that taught me to stand up for myself…mind you, she used the tough love approach, but in the end I realized what I had been doing. It was a good thing, and I appreciated it. BUT now that I do think about myself a bit I get in trouble for it…and people assume that I’m a selfish person that’s not going to be there for them in a couple of years! What’s that about?…its like catch 22…When am I going to do things right for other people to be happy with? I don’t want to loose any of my friends, and wouldn’t ever want to do anything to hurt them!!

There was really only one person that I tell my true feelings to, and that I tell how I feel about things to. And I realized that I don’t really even have that anymore. I really work hard at the friendships I have, I’m at school though and its tough to make time for everything…I basically take any free time I have to go home and see my one friend, and where as it’s a BIG thing for me and I get mega happy that I get to see them, they just don’t seem to care! I know they do…BUT I never get praise for doing it…I just get to hear about how other people are doing so well and how great they are.

I have a few other things that are bothering me, about certain things. BUT they won’t get mentioned in here…there isn’t a point really…its just going to fall on deaf ears.

I might just go back to letting people walk all over me and try to work friendships that way. It worked better then, at least I got praise for always being there and never complaining. I wish I had someone to really talk to about this…ha-ha but who really listens to me anyways…. My man does, but that’s different! It’s never going to be like girl talk! Plus he’s got his own problems…so I don’t like bugging him with mine!

I’m OUT…sorry I talked too much!!

2006-04-17T22:03:00.000-04:00

Apparently I take too long to write posts…so here I am updating everyone!!

Paris my doggie did in fact have her puppies, about 2 weeks ago…I don’t have pics yet because I am a loser and forgot my camera at home when I went to visit! I will be going home tomorrow so I will get pics then! To fill you in, she had 3 baby boys. All tri colour, but they are all basically black with brown cheeks and white feet and some spots! They are adorable! And it’s funny because they came as small medium large….one is kind of tiny, then there is the middle one, and then there is a fatty! But all three are growing at a fast pace! I can’t wait till they can walk and play because that’s when they get REALLY cute!

SO that’s that...other than that not much has happened, I had a nice birthday weekend. Went to the Sault with my Fiancé for Easter to visit his family, and had a good time! We didn’t do much but it was his nephews first birthday so we had a party on Friday for him…then just spent some quality family time with everyone! It’s my fiancés birthday tomorrow so we’re going home for a family dinner at my parents place for that…should be good fun!!

I don’t know much more to write… I have finals these next two weeks so I am stressing about that and swamped! I am doing well in everything except one class…I am getting a C….I can’t have a C….I DON’T DO ‘C’s’ it’s just not my thing! SO I am freaking out about that, and trying really hard to get my final project perfect!! I have one other pending mark….but I have to wait to see how I did on the last project to see how hard I need to work. I felt good about the project BUT it’s a tough one to judge…and it was a new program we used so I could have fucked it up totally!! I can’t wait to find out that mark! I will let you guys know! lol

I do have a good post to write about some things that I’ve been thinking about lately…so maybe I’ll take the time to write that tomorrow!! Its too long to add to this post tho…so you’ll have to wait!

2006-04-06T08:14:00.000-04:00

Thirteen Things about Beezaleez

1. I have always wanted my own Thursday Thirteen but didn't know how to make it! I guess the link at the bottom might have been a clue!!! :)

2. I LOVE sour cream...If I can have it on something I have LOADS of it!

3. My favourite colour is BLUE! Right now my room is Blue...and I love it!

4. When I lived at home my mom wouldnt let me paint my room blue, cause it was a boys colour! So my room was Yellow! Cause I wasnt girly enough to paint it pink.

5. I wish it was summer so I could retreat to my Cottage!

6. I used to HATE going to the cottage, but now I can understand why its nice to get away from the City...even if its just for a weekend!

7. I JUST got Engaged.... :)

8. I can't decide who to put in my wedding party....Its a really hard decision to make! I wish someone would make it for me.

9. I secretly let people make decisions for me. One friend knows this... No one else does!

10. I love the show Girlfriends. Its my replacement for Sex and The City!

11. I wish I was thinner!

12. I want to have children....NOW!

13. I love things like this!!!

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2006-04-04T07:55:00.000-04:00

So its Tuesday and I'm only JUST getting back into the swing of things after this past weekend!

It was one of the best weekends EVER! And wont be topped for a while!

I'll fill ya in....
First on Friday night we went to go see Blue Man Group! AWSOME! It was a wicked show, interactive, loud, funny, it was more than I thought it would be! I'm so glad we went, AND I cant wait to go again!....I have 2 weeks off when I'm finished my semester and I am going to try to talk my best friend into going one of those weekend days! She'd LOVE IT! And plus I know she wants to see it anyways!!
Then it was saturday, I was sooo tired, but on a high anyways since my boyfriends family was here and I was having a good time. We went shopping...I spent most of the day with my boyfriends sister, her husband and their son Danny, who's 1 on April 13th...so he's at that ohh so cute, giggling and trying to walk and talk age! I never even thought about the fact that my boyfriend kept ditching me...lol I didnt mind tho, we live together and I just figured he wanted to spend some time with his dad. SOO then after we were done shopping, we went home and got ready to go out to dinner. It was a family dinner...both my brothers came, the younger with his girlfriend, my mom and dad...and then my boyfriends family! So with everyone there was 14 people...a nice dinner crowd! We went to a nice Italian place in Brampton...good food!
BUT my BIG NEWS!!!!...... When we had finished dinner, my friend and I went to go to the bathroom ( this is my friend thats dating my boyfriends brother )...sooo we were coming back from the bathroom talking about clothes...lol we're girls!... I went to go sit down and my boyfriend was just getting up, I went to go say something and he took my hand and said my name...lol I was like ahhahah thats not nice, since it was april fools day and everyone was already making lil trick jokes all night (ok more me than anyone, and given the night no one was really laughing at them but me)...soo then I tried to sit down cause I knew his dad would laugh at me for years if I thought he was proposing and he was only joking! BUT then when I went to sit down I looked at my friend to be like ohh come on but she was like nooo stand up....so I kinda turned back, and he took both my hands, this is when I noticed he was shaking....THENN he said my name and then "hunnie, you know I love you, and wouldnt want to spend my life with anyone other thank you...." there was way more, BUT he had me crying at hunnie....so I didnt hear much between that and "WILL YOU MARRY ME"..........AHHHHHHHHHHHH ....lol apparently he didnt even finish saying Marry Me? and I was blurting out yes....

SO Now i'm engaged! my ring is beautiful...I always loved the 3 stone rings and he really liked the solitaires....SO he went and got one made, its one large solitaire, with 2 smaller diamonds on each side that are sortof set into the band!...and since he picked out the most beauitful diamonds IT SPARKLES SOOO MUCH!!!! hehe sorry I'm still soo excited here!

SO then we finished dessert....not me since most of the time I was crying and still jumping around....I found out that he went to ask my fathers permission, and EVEN called my older brother to talk to him and get his blessing. It was soo sweet!

I wasnt even expecting anything, we had talked about it alot, but he always said that he wouldnt even go to talk to my father until I was finished school...BUT since his family was here and he didnt know when everyone would be back together, he decided that there was no better time! AND he was right...I was surprised, and he won MAJOR brownie points from everyone for doing it infront of the two families! Especially my mom, she was soo happy to be there, and be able to see it and be a part of it ( she sat beside him and was holding the ring the whole dinner :) and got to hand it to him when he got down on one knee) hehehe omg still cant believe I'm engaged!!!!
As soon as I got home I got to call my best friend, hehe I couldnt wait to tell her, she was happy for me! Its kinda weird that we're all growing up...I guess it'll hit me sometime soon that I'm getting married!! OHHH I can't wait to start planning things!!! :D

So then on sunday I went to my close friend surprise bridal shower....Myself and 2 of her other close old friends, who are her 3 bridesmaids, threw it for her. It went perfectly! And so not to take away from her day, after she had opened her presents, I told her about my good news! She was soo happy for me and told her mom, who is SUCH a sweetie, and her mom made a huge announcement...lol I'm kinda shy and I didnt know alot of my friends work buddies...so I got all red and was like ohh thanks....hehe BUT they wernt having it, they asked how and all that and then they asked WHEN is the big day! haha I was like he JUST proposed last night...so We hadnt really gotten time to pick some sort of time. Well we kinda mentioned some dates, BUT they are all over the place.

SO that was MY weekend....want to top it?!?! Just kiddin! It was MY perfect weekend! Thanks for listening!

2006-03-30T21:01:00.000-05:00

I wont be able to post much this weekend, so I thought I would post something now!

This weekends going to be busy. My boyfriends family is coming to visit! I'm really excited, they havent seen our new place since I moved in (he already lived here) and we re-did a bunch of things! And we've also got alot planned! The 6 "kids"... I say kids, cause thats what my boyfriends mom and dad calls us! But really we're all adults, his sister and her husband, his brother and his girlfriend/my college roomie and my man and I.....are all going to see Blue Man Group on Friday night! I'm really excited, I've always wanted to see Blue Man Group and Cirque De Soleil! Cirque will have to wait, BUT one day I'll get to see it! So then on saturday we're all going shopping and then at night we're getting together with My parents, my oldest brother and youngest brother and his girlfriend, for dinner. lol should be a big crowd...BUT I'm so excited to get our families together again! Then Sunday I unfortunatly I have to leave for a couple hours....unfortunatly cause I have to leave the family and "our" baby nephew....to go to my good friends Bridal Shower!! I am actually very excited about it, cuase I'm in her wedding party and we're throwing this shower, I can't wait to see her face! It's going to be great!!!

So thats really it, monday everyone leaves and its going to be back to quiet and homework...lol since I'm putting the books away all weekend! prolly not smart since we've been ass crammed from this whole strike thing...BUT who cares I'll catch up later!!! Atleast My boyfriends girlfriend (my old roomie) is in my class so we'll atleast both be behind!!!

Anyways thats it, thats all! Nothing else is new!

OHHH WAIT....My doggie Paris is due next week, sooo I will hopefully be posting pics here soon!! We dont know how many there are, BUT I felt atleast 3 moving around in there. My mom thinks there are 4-6....but since she only had 2 last time ( with one still born) we'll see. Although my mom says they did better this time....lol shes a hoochy! and she know how to "DO IT" right now apparently!!! hahah GO PARIS AND TUCKER!!!

2006-03-29T08:05:00.000-05:00

Man I didnt even realize I havent posted in so long!
I'd like to say I was busy with life....but in reality it was more that I just didnt have anything to tell. I still dont! I'm back at school finally, but its proving to be harder than we all thought. We missed about 3 weeks of school. SO their idea of fixing that is cramming 7 weeks of class into 5!!! And also taking out a few of our class projects, not any of the big ones just in-class submissions or small assignments. EXCEPT that those are all worth marks...and to make up for those marks they add those marks to previous projects...so something that was worth only 4% before might now be woth 8% of our mark. Now that doesnt seem like alot, but IF i had known about this I would have tried harder on all of those. I mean I did try hard, BUT this one teacher likes things done HIS way, and I dont because FUCK i'm in a design course...he says DESIGN YOUR OWN BUILDING...THEN says ohh no thats WRONG!!!!! OMG how is a personal design of a FUCKING box WRONG!?!!?!?!? ok ok I keep getting mad about that...so anywyas IF I had done them MORE for his fucked personal liking I could have done better. Which seems wrong, and isnt me, BUT since I need the marks I would totally do it! Oh well....cant do anything about it now....I can just complain here lol!

So other than that class I havent heard from other teachers....I've got an easy week back...One class yesterday, none today, one on thursday and one on friday...lol Mondays are my only hard days and we didnt have to be there!
So since I have ANOTHER day off, I'm heading home to pick up some summerish things, its really nice out!! AND I just found out that my mom has my dads BRAND SPANKING NEW Mustang!!! mmmmm So we're going to go out and drive around...lol...oh I love my mom!

I'll post again soon....lol to those of you who might care!!!

Here's a Questionnaire to keep you happy in the mean time!
No one HAS to do it...I dont even know why I did it....I dont even know where I got it from, I got it a week ago and kept forgetting to post it...so SORRY whoever I stole it from!!!
WAIT.....lol Rocksandchairs YOU have to do this!!!!! hahahahahah
http://www.gdcser.blogspot.com I don't know how to link ok people...so thats the best I can do!

1. Given a homeless guy more than $5? No…I’d much rather give a homeless person food or drinks than actual money! I like to know what its getting spent on!
2. Spent more than $500 on a bf/gf's gift or a night out? No…close though, $350 on a ring.
3. Had sex with more than one person in a day? No!
4. Hooked up with a good friends bf/gf behind their back? No I would never do that!
5. Dated two people at once? No....damn I’m starting to sound a little boring!
6. Actually met someone from the internet that you didn't know before? Haha NO…I’m too scared to do that kinda shit!
7. Been raped? No
8. Failed more than one class? Never failed anything! I got 51 once in a math class…BUT that’s still a pass!! And I learned my lesson! Pay Attention!.
9. Took someone's virginity when you weren't a virgin? Nope…
10. Hooked up with someone from a different race? ...My boyfriends half Native…that’s got to count!
11. Ran around naked outside in the daytime/night time? ...No..lol…I don’t have the guts or the body to do that!
12. Scuba dived? No…lol I’m afraid of what might eat me in the ocean!
13. Snorkled? Yup, all the time at the cottage!
14. Dated someone you didn't want your friends to meet? Ha-ha Yeah…one guy! Ok wait 2…BUT the one I wasn’t dating…it was more that I was seeing him and he kept asking me out (Don’t tease it was high school, we did the asking out thing back then!!) the other was a boyfriend that my friend never met! I knew she wouldn’t like him!
15. Got your stomach pumped from alcohol poisoning? Nope!
16. Threw up from alcohol? Yes! Lol Stupid drunk!......
17. Been suspended from school? ....Nope...
18. Kissed someone of the same sex? I was drunk and I’m sure it was an accident. hehehe
19. Wore a short skirt with out panties? No….lol someone might see something.2
0. Let a guy paint your toenails? ...Uhh no…finger nails tho…and that didn’t go too well!.....
21. Met someone famous? …The Prince of Spain…he’s famous!!...He was my uncles best man in his wedding…it was cool the paparazzi was there and everything!
22. Saved someone's life?...No…but I know CPR so I could!!!
23. Seen someone die? .....No…And I hope to never!
24. Killed someone? No
25. Been in a physical fight? No! I’m afraid of getting hurt! My best friend and I used to wrestle a lot like brothers do…it was funny, we’d have bruises everywhere!
26. Hooked up with someone 10yrs older or younger than you? ...no…I’m dating someone 6 years older than me tho! Close enough!
27. Been arrested? ...NO!...lol I’m too much of a good girl!
28. Spent the night in jail? No!
29. Been in more than three car accidents in a year? No…thankfully!!
30. Had sex outside? No….I'm afraid to get caught!
31. Given or gotten road head? No…does a road hand job count tho?
32. Had sex in your house when your parents were home? ...yeah once…ONCE and that was enough…I’m paranoid!
33. Had phone sex? No….a little dirty talking, but not actual phone sex!
34. Been turned off by someone's personal hygiene "down there"? I find out before I commit to doing anything “down there”…Thankfully I have a very hygienic boyfriend!! Some guys are SICK!
35. Watched the donkey show? Wtf is the donkey show??
36. Had sex without a condom? ...Yes…but I’m safe! And it wasn’t with just anyone!
37. Had a one night stand? No….and wont ever!
38. Triple Kissed? no
39. Had sex on the beach? No! damn those old people interrupting! haha joking! We didn't have the time to try!
40. Watched porn with someone else? yea
41. Been fired from a job? Nope!
42. Danced on top of a bar? No! lol I’m a stupid drunk, but I’m wont go that far! People might boo me!
43. Had sex somewhere in your high school? Naw…lol I wasn’t into that in highschool!
44. Bought a vibrator? ...Bought myself one, NO…Had fuckers buy me them,YES…It would have been funny now, BUT a 16 year old virgin getting a giant vibrator and a giant rubber 12incher seemed a little wrong!!... I was too grossed out to enjoy them!
45. Been in a porn shop? ....yeah!...
46. Been in a dance competition? I was in ballet as a child so yeah I was!
47. Had a threesome? No…and I won’t ever! I don’t like to share!
48. Spent more than one night in a hospital? No…thankfully!
49. ODed on a drug? No I don’t do drugs
50. Set a burning bag of poo on someone's front door step? No…haha who really has done that?

Happy Dumbasses

2006-03-22T19:53:00.000-05:00

Dailymotion blogged video
Happy Dumbasses
Video sent by Mina

This made me laugh soo hard!!!

The chick is hilarious!

2006-03-22T11:14:00.000-05:00

This picture of a baby is HILARIOUS! The first one is the origional and I've actually seen it before in a funny baby slide show....at the time it made me laugh soo much. I mean look at that face, soo cute and YET soooo scary at the same time ..... *shudder* ..maybe not so cute...more jsut scary!

So anyways someone took the pic and made a bunch of funny pics from it...it just made me laugh so I had to share it!!

Enjoy.

And I hope everyone is having a better day than me! Atlease I have that pic to make me smile!

2006-03-20T08:54:00.000-05:00

How was YOUR weekend?

My weekend was great, I got lots done and had some fun doing it. Kind of one of those ones that I didn’t want to end BUT at the same time I REALLY wanted it to end so that I could get to this week. I hate waiting for things…even things like exams, I’d rather just get them over with and deal! SO this week we find out about whether we get back into the classroom, if these F*@%ing teachers can come to an agreement they will let us get our semester done! So I find out about that today, and I don’t really know what to expect when we do finally get back. I was talking to my bro who’s also in College, and he thinks that teachers should bend over backwards for us, since they wasted our time. I really don’t think we’ll get any leeway, I mean most of my teachers don’t even know the word leeway!!! IF they come to an agreement, we will be back in the classroom 3-5 business days…that would be Thursday, I am supposed to have an exam in that class, that was supposed to be the week they started the strike. SOO will we have that exam, should I prepare…My bro said that NO he wont make us do it because of the time between when it was supposed to be and now…BUT I really think that my teacher will look at it and say that we had 2 ½ extra weeks to study! And basically give us the exam! Things like that and projects that were due, are they all due when we get back or will everything be pushed forward? AHHH I hate wondering!!!!!!

As well as that, my boyfriend finds out about another job. AND he has to get dental surgery! It’s for his wisdom tooth, which I know personally can be bad! When I had all four of mine pulled they had to cut open my mouth and break them out…since they hadn’t even broken the surface yet. Then on top of that I had 2 infections from the open wounds they left. My body is weird, I don’t fight infection well. Even If I get a paper cut it gets infected! It’s annoying I’ve tried EVERYTHING, I’m a very clean person so I know it’s not cause of something like that. I’ve tried EVERY antibacterial spray/rub/ointment out there and STILL I get infections! If anyone has a suggestion for me that would be great! I personally think it’s my immune system though….when I get sick I get really sick, and take a long time to get better!! Ok back to my boy toy, he only has to get one pulled cause of a cavity and because it’s pushing on his molars and is causing pain….SO his recovery time should be better. That’s not till Friday though, so I have to worry about it all week!

I have a feeling this week is going to go reallllyyy slowly!

OH and FUCKSHITPISS stupid strike! We had to cancel our Cuba trip. My boyfriend’s dad officially made other plans last night. So instead we’re going to have a fun weekend…but no sunny Cuba! :( For my boyfriend and me it was more about having a family get together, since his family all lives 8 hours away from us. BUT it wouldn’t have been cool to do that in Cuba on a beach, don’t you think? Lol…BUT at least this way his sister will bring D, her son….if we went to Cuba her husbands mom was going to take him for the week. He’s not even a year yet, so Cuba wouldn’t have been the place for him! This way we get to see him too!!! So I’m happy!

Anyway I could talk forever here, BUT I will save some for another post!
Have a good one everyone!

2006-03-18T12:11:00.000-05:00

Me A-Z ( Like DAWN stated :) , it's ZED since I live in Canada!)

Accent- I don’t have an accent.
Booze of choice- Sangria, Red and White Wine
Chore I hate- Cleaning the bathroom!! I hate doing that!
Dog or cat- I love both. I have 3 dogs and 1 cat.
Essential electronics- Laptop, Cell Phone and Camera!
Favorite perfume(s)/cologne(s) – I’m in love with soo many! Right now I wear Reaction and Haut Couture. For men, I love Swiss Army, Lacoste, and Chanel!
Gold or Silver? –White Gold!
Hometown- A small town near Guelph and Brampton…Currently Brampton for school
Insomnia? –Sometimes I can’t get to sleep. But I’ve never not been able to sleep at all.
Job Title – Student
Kids?- None. YET!
Living Arrangement-Living with my Boyfriend!
Most admired trait- lol I don’t know...
Number of Sexual Partners- One
Overnight Hospital Stays- None
Phobia- Spiders! But really BUGS in general!
Quote-" Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry...” I love blue roses, my friend sent this quote to me or maybe it was part of a poem?
Religion-No specific religion, I believe in what I want to believe in.
Siblings- 2 brothers, one older one younger
Time I wake up- I get up at seven with my Boyfriend…and IF I fall back to sleep its til 9…that’s right now, since my teachers are all on strike!! When I have classes its usually 7.
Unusual talent/skill- I can draw….that’s not unusual…BUT its my skill!!!
Vegetable I refuse to eat- MUSHROOMS ewwwwwww!!!! It’s a FUNGUS, who wants to eat SHIT FUNGUS?!??!!?! Oh and Zucchini
Worst habit- I pick things…
X-rays-Too many to count! Never for a broken bone though…ONLY to find stones!!! Damn kidney stones!
Yummy foods I make- I make a mean Spaghetti sauce, REALLY good chocolate chip cookies, and Shrimp Fettuccini Alfredo! Mmmm now I’m hungry!
Zodiac sign-Aries

2006-03-16T09:12:00.000-05:00

I wanted to be a part lf this whole HNT thing.... :)... BUT since I'm not about to show myself naked, or even partly naked...I thought I would show Jake Gyllenhaal partly naked!

I'll explain...I have a thing for men in the army! NOT ALL! But some men can pull off the army wear and shaved head. So since Jake was in Jarhead I thought I would put up a pic of him as a HOT army boy! Since he pulled it off SOO WELL!!! mmmm

2006-03-15T15:26:00.000-05:00

Doctors Fees and Crappy Bosses!

Today my boyfriend and I had to go get hep shots in case our trip is still on. SO many things sucked about this appointment. One it took us almost 3 cancellations to finally get there. First time, my boyfriend’s boss wouldn’t let him take the morning off. It made me so mad, ok they are busy right now I understand that, BUT FUCK, a week or so before the appointment he was like “Ohh just so you know on Wednesday I will be in to work a little late.” She basically said NO…plain and simple…NO…he didn’t expect this and was so mad at it that he just said “uhh ok” and left. I would have at least said why not!...But ohh well!...OK so then I made a new appointment, then a day or two before the appointment the doctors office called us and said that the doctor couldn’t make it in so we’d have to reschedule. COME ON! This doctor only works 2 days a week at this office so it’s hard enough to get the appointments. SO then finally we made a new one, and it was the day before and my boyfriend went in to REMIND his boss that he was going to be late this Wednesday, and went to leave so she couldn’t say anything. Good thing she said fine, BUT then she had the audacity to ask what it was for….WOMAN PAY ATTENTION! So he told her again that we needed to go see a doctor to find out what we needed for this trip and all that, we couldn’t just go to a walk-in clinic cause we didn’t know what we needed and didn’t want to pay $200 for something we didn’t need! I only needed Hep A since I got Tetnus and Hep B in grade school…where as my Boyfriend needed Hep A and B and Tetnus…If we hadn’t gone to see this guy we would have both paid for Hep A and B and been out on cash!

OK so then she has this dumb look on her face and was like what do you need those shots for….side note: he’s had this trip booked off from work for almost 1 year already!...So he reminds her about his trip that is on her calendar for time off, and GUESS WHAT…she said...“What? Oh no you cancelled that trip, I took it of the calendar a long time ago”…haha IF ONLY….I wish he would slap this woman, cause she’s actually soo horrible at lying that it hurts, she is the MOST conniving boss ever!. So since he’s a nice guy he only says, “No, I don’t know why you would think that, it was never cancelled” EVEN though we were thinking of postponing it because of my school, my boyfriend didn’t say anything to anyone yet! And even if he had said anything, this strike is only in week 2 and we didn’t know it would last until recently, SO WHY would he tell her it was cancelled! Ok cause HE DIDN’T! And on top of that she said its been off the calendar for MONTHS….GRRR I hate this woman!

Alright so that’s the whole problem with his boss and getting 2 hours off work!...she’s always been like this…From giving him the same thing for Christmas every year (a bottle of whiskey, and he DOESN’T DRINK!)… To apparently not being able to hand him a check for vacation pay anytime before our last trip! All they had to do was write it and sign it…but they said they couldn’t….that’s REALLY professional! F-ERS! They do everything and anything to screw their employees over!!!

Oh man sorry, I got off topic….so then after we got to this appointment, and got through it and got the needles, which I hate!!!…we had to pay!....FUCK…lol…I’m practically poor myself, I’m a student, I don’t have a part time job, and I have car payments…SO $105 for a freaking appointment and shot broke my bank!...and then on top of that….since I put it on my visa along with my boyfriends, it cost us $230…ahhh ALL FOR SHOTS!!! And he has to go back for 2 more doses… that’s $120, plus the Dr’s fee….AHHH!! Thankfully I only have to get one more dose do its only $60…and I don’t have to get it for 6 months! Yesh! This trip better be worth it!

2006-03-13T19:01:00.000-05:00

So I decided to add a few pictures of my doggy Paris's first litter of puppies. She had them last summer. She is now expecting her second litter mid April. I can't wait! They are a shih-tzu sheltie cross, longer nose, and longer legs than pure shih-tzus. Next litter we plan on breeding with a shih-tzu. But these guys were too cute not to have more!
I'll post pictures once shes had her puppies...and pictures of her and the daddy once I get them on this computer!

This is Taboo!

Taboo and Bala playing.

Bala my angel! She was our Halloween Mascot!

My lil Taboo again.

That's all...I miss those lil finks! I can't wait to have puppies around the house again!

2006-03-09T09:17:00.000-05:00

College Strike....{day 2}

So I've decided that I don't like this whole strike thing. All the colleges that I know of are on a faculty strike right now! I mean Ok, last semester I would have loved the idea, BUT this is my last year and they are trying to prolong it! PLUS we had a trip booked in April, and now it has to be cancelled!! That trip was going to be a blast, I mean CUBA with my boyfriends family, that woulda been wicked! Hopefully we will get to go in the fall…I guess we’ll see if we can all get out schedules to match again!

On another note, I’m BORED….I don’t have a job to take up my time, and I don’t have homework, since school is cancelled until further notice and we’ll be catching up when we get back. I could get a job, but I will only be able to work full time until MAYBE the 21st, then after that I can only swing one maybe two days for work….my homework schedule takes up most of my free time, and a job just doesn’t really work with my program! I guess we’ll see… Anyone have any suggestions on what I should do to make money and take up some of my free time?

So that’s all for today…I don’t have much more to say!

2006-03-09T08:52:00.000-05:00

A picture from a site visit...The Never Ending Road Of Life!

2006-02-11T19:47:00.000-05:00

IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN....

It's funny how you hurt the ones closest to you the most. I mean I don't intentionally hurt my family or boyfriend, or best friend. But I do.

I love my best friend, and wouldn’t know what to do without her. But I don’t tell her that often enough. Sometimes we fight and I think WTF, but I can’t not fight with her, it’s like I know she’ll still be there the next day so I vent on her. It’s horrible!

She’s not normally the one to talk about her feelings and I found out that she did, and she really touched my heart with what she said. I loved it, I loved that she had a great time with me and was very happy spending time with me. I try really hard to make her smile, and sometimes I want to give up and let her be unhappy, but then when she does smile I remember why it’s worth the time for her. She’s the best! And Always will be!

I just wanted to thank her for ALWAYS being there for me when I needed her.

On another note, my boyfriend and I watched a few movies last night and I have to say that the movie ‘In Her Shoes’ is so good. So good I am going to add it to my personal collection. And it was cool because it made my boyfriend understand my shoe obsession… In fact it would make ANYONE understand my shoe obsession. He he! Watch it and you’ll understand. Basically shoes ALWAYS fit! Jeans and tops sometimes look terrible and if you gain pounds you feel horrible shopping for clothes! BUT my precious shoes always look beautiful!! If I do say so myself my feet are perfect and my ankles never look bad! So I spend lots of money on the one thing that makes me happy, shoes! My second obsession is purses, but that’s been lacking lately because of a school! Damn school takes all my money!

I really like having this blog. Since no one reads it, I can really say all I want. And I have to agree with what everyone else seems to say, posting a drunken blog is the best! I’ve learned that I say the most when I’m drunk! But sometimes I say too much…lol good thing my best friend can keep a secret!

You know what too…lately I’ve noticed that my friend and her boyfriend don’t want to hang out with my boyfriend and I anymore. It’s weird, they we’re together all weekend, and didn’t even want to go out with us once. They used to invite us everywhere and NOW they totally ditched us the one night, and then went out all weekend and didn’t call us once!! Seriously, what’s wrong with us? Lol maybe its cause MY boyfriend is 27 and over the whole “lets party and get DRUNK” stage, so I’ve kind of gotten outa that stage to. NOT gotten out of it, cause lol lordy can I get drunk, but I think that sometimes going out to the bar and getting pissed is boring. I’d rather stay in and drink and hang out with my close friends! Don’t get me wrong, I love going out dancing, but its more fun when its only ever so often. So anyways this couple never seems very talkative when we’re hanging out but very talkative when more people are around. So I was like maybe its cause they don’t have anything to talk about with us, but then now I am thinking it’s because they really like going out and partying and we like staying in and having an evening! Maybe we’re boring! My one friend says it’s because we’re like an old married couple with a bed time! But we like staying up late and having fun too…its just my boyfriend doesn’t get drunk, whereas my friends boyfriend loves to drink a lot, both of us girls like to drink, but most of the time I cut myself off, whereas she just drinks until the money runs out! So we’re different, yes, but we still have a lot in common, so why shouldn’t they like being with us!...Maybe we’ll see next time.

On another nother note, today I went jean shopping. WHICH for me is VERY difficult!! I am almost 6’-0” and curvy, but I have thin legs. SO as if finding pants that are long enough wasn’t hard enough, I have to find ones that are thin through the legs as well so they aren’t all baggy at the knees. Seriously if anyone knows a store that has pants in LONG let me know!! BUT I mean like 36” inseam long! Cause fuck my legs make up most of my height!! So anyways today I went back to the GAP because it’s the only place that I’ve bought pants that are long enough and still don’t shrink in the wash. SO since I knew that I could wash them and they wouldn’t shrink all to hell, I bought 3 pairs! Which lol isn’t cheap at the GAP and I am on a budget! BUT I couldn’t pass up 3 pairs of perfect jeans!! So I got home and tried them on again and they we’re all perfect with my shoes…lol that’s a HUGE thing! Cause good shoe jeans are wicked!!...not too long, not too short, with ANY of my shoes!! YAY!!

So that’s all for tonight, since I have homework I SHOULD be doing! Come back and read another time…lol…or not! Whatever! I just like talking so I don’t really mind if no one reads this!!!

2006-02-08T08:01:00.000-05:00

I decided it was time to get myself together and stop complaining about other people. Unless of course they are comparable to DG or BN!!! I got rid of my other blog and am going to make this one my main one!

Today I am in a great mood, my best friend that I’ve been friends with for like 10 years is coming to visit me at my new place. I’m so excited! We’re going to drink Sangria and make our own sushi! It should be really fun!!!

And here’s something I stole from another blog…I do that a lot! : )

3 Things

Three names you go by:
1. Sarah
2. Sarahbella or Sarah Ma Belle
3. Beezee

Three Parts of Your Heritage:
1. I’m from Alberta.
2. I’m a huge mix of everything….I just don’t know what!
3. I moved from Edmonton when I was 11, to Ontario….is that part of my heritage?

Three Things That Scare You:
1. Dying young, tragically
2. Getting into a car accident and being paralyzed
3. Getting more kidney stones!!

Your Everyday Essentials:
1. My jewellery, I’m naked without my rings and necklace.
2. My man, he gets me through a lot
3. My Laptop

Three things that you Are Wearing Right Now:
1. My ring from Billy
2. Cozy PJ pants
3. My high school soccer sweater! I’ve had it for like 5 years, and I will always love it!

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Someone who has drive, and helps me to get where I want to be in life
2. A Cute Butt! :)
3. And someone who appreciates all that I do for them!
Looks like I’ve got all three of these though! ;)

Two Truths and a Lie (in any order):
1. I love being in school.
2. I want 3 children.
3. I love getting my hair done.

Three Things about the Opposite / Same Sex that Appeal to You:
1. Personality
2. How they dress
3. Scent

Three of Your Favourite Hobbies:
1. Drawing
2. Reading
3. Shopping

Three Things You want to do really badly right now:
1. Go back to bed!
2. Eat something, because my stomach is talking!
3. Go shopping!!!!!

Three Places You Want to go:
1. England
2. Spain
3. Barbados

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
1. Get Married
2. Have a Family
3. Design and build my own dream house!

Three Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl/Guy:
1. I whine and complain a lot
2. I let my man do all the hard work. I like to be taken care of!
3. Although I love to go to the cottage and camping, I hate getting dirty!

That's It That's All!!

2005-11-19T17:40:00.000-05:00

I Thank God He Sent You to Me

I thank God he sent you to me,
For you and I were meant to be.
We have a bond too strong to break,
We have a love no one can take.

In you, I have found a love so true,
My heart is filled with love for you.
Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat,
You make my life whole, you make my life complete.

My love for you grows more with each passing day,
The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away:
Those green eyes fill my soul with happiness,
Those luscious lips I love to kiss.

The day when I become your wife,
Will be the happiest day of my life.
Even thinking of that day makes me smile,
I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.

I dream of that day when we'll both say, "I do"
For always and forever... I will love you.

2005-09-01T15:28:00.000-04:00

My List Of Sevens!!

Seven things you plan to do before you die!!
1. Marry the man of my dreams (Billy!!)
2. Have 3 babies!
3. Take a photography class.
4. Design and Build my own home.
5. Go to Australia.
6. Start my own business.
7. Take dance lessons.

Seven things you can do!!
1. Roll my Tongue…some people actually can’t!
2. Cook…but I’m still learning!
3. Keep my man happy!
4. Walk in high heels!…However being tall limits the heel height!
5. Laugh at myself….and I do this a lot!!
6. Ski…although it’s been a while!!
7. Speak Frenglish…ha-ha I’m Le Tired!

Seven things you can't do!!!
1. Be alone or sit alone and relax.
2. Eat mushrooms…they make me gag sooo badly!
3. Go a day without smelling something weird! That’s right, I smell random things!
4. Smell a hotdog without gagging!
5. Eat a Hot Dog!
6. Sit still….ha-ha I’m a fidgeter!
7. Not think!...apparently I over analyze everything!

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex!!
1. Intelligence and ability to carry on a conversation with me.
2. Smile.
3. Overall attitude. I have to be with a happy and nice guy!
4. Hygiene…I love a good smelling clean man!
5. Confidence…Shy guys are cute, but if he’s so shy that he can’t talk to my family, then he’s too shy! Good thing my mans only initially shy!
6. When he can tell you how he feels!
7. For some reason I have a weird thing for a man wearing a worn-in Baseball hat. I don’t know but for some reason it’s hot!

Seven things you say most!!!
1. “I’m sorry!”
2. “I Love You”
3. “What are you wearing?”
4. “Anyways…”
5. “Hey Babe!”
6. “Call me!”
7. “I wish I were pregnant!!” ha-ha that’s a good inside joke!!

Seven celebrity crushes!!!
1. Wentworth Miller – Prison Break
2. Domenic Purcell – Prison Break
3. Ryan Gosling - The Notebook
4. Jake Gyllenhaal – Day after Tomorrow
5. Orlando Bloom – Troy
6. Vin Diesel- The Pacifier
7. Brad Pitt - Troy!

Seven people you want to take this quiz.
1. ANYONE WHO WANTS TO STEAL IT LIKE I DID!!!

SO whoever else would like too steal this is welcome to spread it around.

2005-08-24T16:04:00.000-04:00

I have always said that I love my man, and want to spend the rest of my life with him. But I'm starting to realize that with every passing day I love him more and more.

He couldnt possibly make me more happy right now....except with an engagement ring! ;)

Love you!

2005-08-09T08:11:00.000-04:00

A Little Note For Today,

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends,

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you

and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Have A Good One.

2005-08-08T09:17:00.000-04:00

"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never."

I really do believe this! It’s really annoying when couples break up, then SO THEY DON’T HAVE TO LET GO, they claim they are still friends! And they claim to be close friends!! WTF its BS and we all know it. See, one of the two that were in the relationship isn’t ready to “Let go”. So they hold onto what they can, and that’s a “We’re Buddies” Friendship. Friendship isn’t really all that possible after breakups! If you’ve been together for 4 years and broke up because you lost that spark, then props to you for being honest, move on and find someone you do have a spark with. Stay friends, maybe talk once in a while, keep in-touch, and see how your EX is doing! BUT if you’ve been going out for less than a year, and weren’t FRIENDS first, your NOT friends after! ESPECIALLY if you didn’t break up on good terms. If things ended because of the one of the common breakup reasons, such as another man/woman, Things should be over! DONE!

If you were the cheater, YOU’VE MADE YOUR BED, NOW YOU’VE GOT TO LAY IN IT. If you’re the cheated, you’ve been cheated on, you should be mad, you can hate. BUT to sit around and be sad and think that you’ve lost the best thing ever IS WRONG. It makes me so mad to think about this. You should hate that person!

If this person was “the one” then they would be your ONE, your ONE and ONLY. And you in turn would be their ONE AND ONLY! If they cheated on you, then you’re NOT their ONE AND ONLY! Get that through your head! If that person is dating someone else already, that may be your second clue that they aren’t the one for you! They don’t love you in the way that you want them to! So find someone that does!

And HONESTLY…IF someone cheats on you, and you find out, stick to your word (what ever it may be). If you give that someone a second chance, then that’s fine, everyone makes mistakes. BUT if you get cheated on, find out, and decide to give them another chance, then give them ONE more chance. NOT 3 or 4….ONE!!! If they cheat again, they are a cheater!! Cheaters are NO good! DO NOT let this man/woman WALK ALL OVER YOU! Your friends and family will tell you that this person is no good for you, they are RIGHT!! It’s so sad when people claim that LOVE IS BLIND, NO you’re lonely, you aren’t willing to let go. PLAIN AND SIMPLE! Don’t use love as an excuse to not let go. And EVEN MORE importantly DON’T say you love someone if you don’t! The word LOVE is supposed to be for people that are special to you! Not people that you think need to hear it or to someone that you have gotten bored of saying “I miss you” to!!

Alright…I’m done for today. Thanks for listening to my rant. If you have an opinion, agree or disagree, let me know!

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I have decided to dedicate this blog to all lovers! All those that think love is perfect and all those that believe otherwise! Blind lovers, cheating lovers, stupid lovers, perfect lovers, plain lovers, the eternal lover, the non-believer, and last but not least the young lovers.

Just to keep things clear...I believe in love! I believe in Love at first sight! I believe that there is one person for everyone, and I do believe in Fate! I have one man in my life, and I know that he is the one that I plan to spend the rest of my days with. That won’t change!

I will start this blog with some of my favourite quotes and sayings.

“I truly feel that there are as many ways of loving as there are people in the world and as there are days in the life of those people.”

“The Best Proof Of Love Is Trust.”

"Love does not begin and end the way we want it to. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is growing up."

"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never."

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."

“Treasure the love you receive above all. It will survive long after your good health has vanished."

“It is remarkable how similar the pattern of love is to the pattern of insanity. “

"At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet."

"We all suffer from the preoccupation that there exists ... in the loved one, perfection."

"There is no disguise which can hide love for long where it exists, or simulate it where it does not."

“To fall in love is easy; even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be."

Those are just some of my good ones, believe me I have many more.

I know I contradict myself to so say that I believe in all love, and even to admit that I am an eternal optimist when it comes to love. And then quote things like…"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion." I do have a very good reason for this. Friends and Family! Simply put! I have an array of Lover types around me. I may believe that there is someone for everyone, but I know many that do not. And even some that will settle with “Mr/Mrs Right Now” just so they don’t have to deal with being lonely! I hate it. I believe that it’s better to have loved and lost then to have never loved before. I have loved before, but it wasn’t this kind of love, I didn’t settle, I didn’t love just to love. I am happy now, and I can truly say that I want to be with this man. Not that he’s exactly the type of guy I want to be with, or that if we break up and get back together that it’s for good cause life’s to short to waste time, or that I don’t want to be with someone new. He’s the ONE plain and simple! And always has been!

I have a lot of opinions about LOVE and LOVERS, so keep checking for new posts about my personal experiences with the losers and lovers of my life!