IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN....
It's funny how you hurt the ones closest to you the most. I mean I don't intentionally hurt my family or boyfriend, or best friend. But I do.
I love my best friend, and wouldn’t know what to do without her. But I don’t tell her that often enough. Sometimes we fight and I think WTF, but I can’t not fight with her, it’s like I know she’ll still be there the next day so I vent on her. It’s horrible!
She’s not normally the one to talk about her feelings and I found out that she did, and she really touched my heart with what she said. I loved it, I loved that she had a great time with me and was very happy spending time with me. I try really hard to make her smile, and sometimes I want to give up and let her be unhappy, but then when she does smile I remember why it’s worth the time for her. She’s the best! And Always will be!
I just wanted to thank her for ALWAYS being there for me when I needed her.
On another note, my boyfriend and I watched a few movies last night and I have to say that the movie ‘In Her Shoes’ is so good. So good I am going to add it to my personal collection. And it was cool because it made my boyfriend understand my shoe obsession… In fact it would make ANYONE understand my shoe obsession. He he! Watch it and you’ll understand. Basically shoes ALWAYS fit! Jeans and tops sometimes look terrible and if you gain pounds you feel horrible shopping for clothes! BUT my precious shoes always look beautiful!! If I do say so myself my feet are perfect and my ankles never look bad! So I spend lots of money on the one thing that makes me happy, shoes! My second obsession is purses, but that’s been lacking lately because of a school! Damn school takes all my money!
I really like having this blog. Since no one reads it, I can really say all I want. And I have to agree with what everyone else seems to say, posting a drunken blog is the best! I’ve learned that I say the most when I’m drunk! But sometimes I say too much…lol good thing my best friend can keep a secret!
You know what too…lately I’ve noticed that my friend and her boyfriend don’t want to hang out with my boyfriend and I anymore. It’s weird, they we’re together all weekend, and didn’t even want to go out with us once. They used to invite us everywhere and NOW they totally ditched us the one night, and then went out all weekend and didn’t call us once!! Seriously, what’s wrong with us? Lol maybe its cause MY boyfriend is 27 and over the whole “lets party and get DRUNK” stage, so I’ve kind of gotten outa that stage to. NOT gotten out of it, cause lol lordy can I get drunk, but I think that sometimes going out to the bar and getting pissed is boring. I’d rather stay in and drink and hang out with my close friends! Don’t get me wrong, I love going out dancing, but its more fun when its only ever so often. So anyways this couple never seems very talkative when we’re hanging out but very talkative when more people are around. So I was like maybe its cause they don’t have anything to talk about with us, but then now I am thinking it’s because they really like going out and partying and we like staying in and having an evening! Maybe we’re boring! My one friend says it’s because we’re like an old married couple with a bed time! But we like staying up late and having fun too…its just my boyfriend doesn’t get drunk, whereas my friends boyfriend loves to drink a lot, both of us girls like to drink, but most of the time I cut myself off, whereas she just drinks until the money runs out! So we’re different, yes, but we still have a lot in common, so why shouldn’t they like being with us!...Maybe we’ll see next time.
On another nother note, today I went jean shopping. WHICH for me is VERY difficult!! I am almost 6’-0” and curvy, but I have thin legs. SO as if finding pants that are long enough wasn’t hard enough, I have to find ones that are thin through the legs as well so they aren’t all baggy at the knees. Seriously if anyone knows a store that has pants in LONG let me know!! BUT I mean like 36” inseam long! Cause fuck my legs make up most of my height!! So anyways today I went back to the GAP because it’s the only place that I’ve bought pants that are long enough and still don’t shrink in the wash. SO since I knew that I could wash them and they wouldn’t shrink all to hell, I bought 3 pairs! Which lol isn’t cheap at the GAP and I am on a budget! BUT I couldn’t pass up 3 pairs of perfect jeans!! So I got home and tried them on again and they we’re all perfect with my shoes…lol that’s a HUGE thing! Cause good shoe jeans are wicked!!...not too long, not too short, with ANY of my shoes!! YAY!!
So that’s all for tonight, since I have homework I SHOULD be doing! Come back and read another time…lol…or not! Whatever! I just like talking so I don’t really mind if no one reads this!!!
posted by Beezaleez @ 2/11/2006 07:47:00 PM
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