My life right now is stressed. We have 94 days until the wedding and that scares the SH*T out of me. I don’t know that everything is going to get done, I feel like everything I do is useless. I want it to be perfect…But I know it prolly wont be…and no one has told me otherwise!!!!!!
I bought my wedding dress last May, and it fit perfectly, like a glove some might say. It was meant for me. On the hanger is was….plain. But on me, it looked like a million bucks!! If I do say so myself. Lol!...But then about 7 weeks ago, I tried it on again. Note: my mom wouldn’t let me try it on because she didn’t want me to ruin it…lol…it’s MY dress!! So I made her let me. AND….It didn’t fit, it was a whole 3 inches TOO small….Ok maybe not that much, but it wouldn’t even do up. See my dress is two pieces, No matter what the bottom will fit, because it’s that type of skirt that flows so I can just sit it higher up on my hips and it will still fit. But the top has boning in it, and has literally NO give. So anyway, that was a bad moment for me. So I jumped onto the exercise band wagon. I started Pilates, once a week and I have a stationary bike that I ride 3 times a week. Then last weekend, when I was at my thinnest (right when I woke up, since you haven’t eaten all night and everything seems thinner) I tried it on. And FEWF It did up. BUT …and that’s a HUGE BUT here…Its still TOO tight. I did it up, yes, BUT to breath was painful. So after 6 weeks of exercise I was DOWN a lot but still not in the best shape.
It baffles me, I didn’t even know I was that thin last year, but apparently I was. I mean, right now since I’ve been working out, I feel better, and my legs are back to being toned but I still feel…hmm…big. I guess in some ways I just need some sort of pick me up. Sine esteem pick me ups too!! lol I’m trying so hard to eat right and exercise, and I will die if my dress doesn’t fit me right!!
In other news….This weekend we have our menu tasting. Tomorrow is my mom’s birthday so we planned it with my parents so that we could all go and have a good fun time together. I CAN’T wait…mmm…some of the things we get to try sound sooo goodah!! I’ve eaten there before (a long time ago) and my mom has a few times too, so we know its going to be soo good. So I will update about that sometime next week. We also have our cake tasting this weekend…or we were SUPPOSED to….but now my man has a meeting and a chiropractor’s appointment. So I guess I could just go and meet him back after, but I don’t want to go to Kitchener alone. Maybe I’ll ask someone to go with me. Or I’ll just wait till the next cake tasting session (every other weekend)…Anyone want to come with me??
posted by Beezaleez @ 2/15/2007 12:49:00 PM
1 Comments:
i think you'd have a hard time finding someone who DIDN'T want to go to a cake tasting!!
Have you had your period recently or getting it soon. Maybe that's why the shirt part is tight right now....water retention
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