Saturday, February 11, 2006

IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN....


It's funny how you hurt the ones closest to you the most. I mean I don't intentionally hurt my family or boyfriend, or best friend. But I do.

I love my best friend, and wouldn’t know what to do without her. But I don’t tell her that often enough. Sometimes we fight and I think WTF, but I can’t not fight with her, it’s like I know she’ll still be there the next day so I vent on her. It’s horrible!

She’s not normally the one to talk about her feelings and I found out that she did, and she really touched my heart with what she said. I loved it, I loved that she had a great time with me and was very happy spending time with me. I try really hard to make her smile, and sometimes I want to give up and let her be unhappy, but then when she does smile I remember why it’s worth the time for her. She’s the best! And Always will be!

I just wanted to thank her for ALWAYS being there for me when I needed her.


On another note, my boyfriend and I watched a few movies last night and I have to say that the movie ‘In Her Shoes’ is so good. So good I am going to add it to my personal collection. And it was cool because it made my boyfriend understand my shoe obsession… In fact it would make ANYONE understand my shoe obsession. He he! Watch it and you’ll understand. Basically shoes ALWAYS fit! Jeans and tops sometimes look terrible and if you gain pounds you feel horrible shopping for clothes! BUT my precious shoes always look beautiful!! If I do say so myself my feet are perfect and my ankles never look bad! So I spend lots of money on the one thing that makes me happy, shoes! My second obsession is purses, but that’s been lacking lately because of a school! Damn school takes all my money!


I really like having this blog. Since no one reads it, I can really say all I want. And I have to agree with what everyone else seems to say, posting a drunken blog is the best! I’ve learned that I say the most when I’m drunk! But sometimes I say too much…lol good thing my best friend can keep a secret!


You know what too…lately I’ve noticed that my friend and her boyfriend don’t want to hang out with my boyfriend and I anymore. It’s weird, they we’re together all weekend, and didn’t even want to go out with us once. They used to invite us everywhere and NOW they totally ditched us the one night, and then went out all weekend and didn’t call us once!! Seriously, what’s wrong with us? Lol maybe its cause MY boyfriend is 27 and over the whole “lets party and get DRUNK” stage, so I’ve kind of gotten outa that stage to. NOT gotten out of it, cause lol lordy can I get drunk, but I think that sometimes going out to the bar and getting pissed is boring. I’d rather stay in and drink and hang out with my close friends! Don’t get me wrong, I love going out dancing, but its more fun when its only ever so often. So anyways this couple never seems very talkative when we’re hanging out but very talkative when more people are around. So I was like maybe its cause they don’t have anything to talk about with us, but then now I am thinking it’s because they really like going out and partying and we like staying in and having an evening! Maybe we’re boring! My one friend says it’s because we’re like an old married couple with a bed time! But we like staying up late and having fun too…its just my boyfriend doesn’t get drunk, whereas my friends boyfriend loves to drink a lot, both of us girls like to drink, but most of the time I cut myself off, whereas she just drinks until the money runs out! So we’re different, yes, but we still have a lot in common, so why shouldn’t they like being with us!...Maybe we’ll see next time.

On another nother note, today I went jean shopping. WHICH for me is VERY difficult!! I am almost 6’-0” and curvy, but I have thin legs. SO as if finding pants that are long enough wasn’t hard enough, I have to find ones that are thin through the legs as well so they aren’t all baggy at the knees. Seriously if anyone knows a store that has pants in LONG let me know!! BUT I mean like 36” inseam long! Cause fuck my legs make up most of my height!! So anyways today I went back to the GAP because it’s the only place that I’ve bought pants that are long enough and still don’t shrink in the wash. SO since I knew that I could wash them and they wouldn’t shrink all to hell, I bought 3 pairs! Which lol isn’t cheap at the GAP and I am on a budget! BUT I couldn’t pass up 3 pairs of perfect jeans!! So I got home and tried them on again and they we’re all perfect with my shoes…lol that’s a HUGE thing! Cause good shoe jeans are wicked!!...not too long, not too short, with ANY of my shoes!! YAY!!


So that’s all for tonight, since I have homework I SHOULD be doing! Come back and read another time…lol…or not! Whatever! I just like talking so I don’t really mind if no one reads this!!!

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

I decided it was time to get myself together and stop complaining about other people. Unless of course they are comparable to DG or BN!!! I got rid of my other blog and am going to make this one my main one!

Today I am in a great mood, my best friend that I’ve been friends with for like 10 years is coming to visit me at my new place. I’m so excited! We’re going to drink Sangria and make our own sushi! It should be really fun!!!

And here’s something I stole from another blog…I do that a lot! : )


3 Things

Three names you go by:
1. Sarah
2. Sarahbella or Sarah Ma Belle
3. Beezee

Three Parts of Your Heritage:
1. I’m from Alberta.
2. I’m a huge mix of everything….I just don’t know what!
3. I moved from Edmonton when I was 11, to Ontario….is that part of my heritage?


Three Things That Scare You:
1. Dying young, tragically
2. Getting into a car accident and being paralyzed
3. Getting more kidney stones!!

Your Everyday Essentials:
1. My jewellery, I’m naked without my rings and necklace.
2. My man, he gets me through a lot
3. My Laptop

Three things that you Are Wearing Right Now:
1. My ring from Billy
2. Cozy PJ pants
3. My high school soccer sweater! I’ve had it for like 5 years, and I will always love it!

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Someone who has drive, and helps me to get where I want to be in life
2. A Cute Butt! :)

3. And someone who appreciates all that I do for them!
Looks like I’ve got all three of these though! ;)


Two Truths and a Lie (in any order):
1. I love being in school.
2. I want 3 children.
3. I love getting my hair done.

Three Things about the Opposite / Same Sex that Appeal to You:
1. Personality
2. How they dress
3. Scent

Three of Your Favourite Hobbies:
1. Drawing
2. Reading
3. Shopping

Three Things You want to do really badly right now:
1. Go back to bed!
2. Eat something, because my stomach is talking!
3. Go shopping!!!!!

Three Places You Want to go:
1. England
2. Spain
3. Barbados

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
1. Get Married
2. Have a Family
3. Design and build my own dream house!


Three Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl/Guy:
1. I whine and complain a lot
2. I let my man do all the hard work. I like to be taken care of!
3. Although I love to go to the cottage and camping, I hate getting dirty!

That's It That's All!!