Its annoying to, because I was talking to a chick in my class…yes “my friend” has been demoted to “chick in my class”, Right now she’s being an idiot! BUT more on that later….and I was saying how I didn’t feel good again and you know what she said? “You’re always sick though. Something’s always wrong with you. You should go see a doctor”…Dumb bitch, I’m not always sick. I’m sick just as often as her, BUT I just complain a lot about it. Ok maybe I am sick a lot, BUT it’s more tummy aches, which I get when, even the tiniest bit nervous, and having the flu is common. I’ve only had the flu twice this winter….I think….hmmm….yeah only 2 times. That’s not horrible, lots of people have been sick twice already…right?
I do honestly think my immune system is lower than others. I mean when I get even the tiniest cut on my body it swells up and then the next day is infected. I’m NOT a dirty person, I was my hands A LOT…I can’t stand having ANYTHING on them. I always said that if I ever have to have major surgery I’ll prolly die from infection, since my body won’t fight it off! And you know what…I was totally right. Not major surgery but I had my wisdom teeth out in high school…and guess what? Yeah that’s right, I got 2 really bad infections. I had to have drains put in the “holes” from where my teeth were! I KNEW that would happen to…and OMG did it hurt to have those drains put in….the first time I wasn’t expecting the pain, so it wasn’t AS bad…but he did it without any sort of pain killer, SHOVED the little piece of nasty tasting shit in the open wound and then said OK DONE…..but then I had to have it done a second time….I BEGGED for something for the pain. BUT NO! Jerk!!! Anyways so I was right and NO matter what I do, I get infections….damn immune system. And my body is weird in other ways, EVERY time I get stressed, even the slightest bit, I get cankers. So during exam week, the first week of any new job, and all other stressful times, I have a huge canker somewhere in my mouth!! I prey that wedding planning goes well over the next 10 months, because I can’t have 10 months of cankers!!! That would REALLY suck!
Right now I’m sick with some sort of flu. I’m killing time before I go to the walk-in clinic, because I really think its BAD. It started Sunday as a REALLY sore throat, I was avoiding swallowing in general because it was soo painful. So I figured I had strep cause my moms a carrier of the strep virus (she’s immune to it, but can give it to others somehow)…but then I had a cough and a runny nose, so I thought that wasn’t strep, and figured it was a regular cold. BUT then today….Saturday, I woke up and thought I was dying. I couldn’t even get a deep breath in, cause my chest was so tight. And my throat is so swollen that it’s making it even harder to breath! AND I can hardly swallow cause my throat has swollen itself up. AND every time I cough, which is A LOT, it hurts my ears and my neck badly! See the thing is I normally won’t go to the Dr. because I hate going, explaining all my symptoms and then being sent home to get some rest….I had a REALLY bad cold in high school, went to the Dr. and he told me that…so since then I don’t go, because I don’t want to waste my time. BUT this time It’s REALLY bad…what if I do have strep and its getting worse…what if my tonsils are swollen to golf balls and I need to get them taken out….WHAT IF?...lol…so I’m going to go and find out what’s wrong, JUST so I don’t sit and stress myself out for nothing…cause I don’t need a canker on top of all of this…haha!!
SO that’s all for now…since it’s a long boring post I’ll tell you more about the “chick in my class” later! Wish me luck at the Dr’s and pray I’m not secretly dying! OH GOD what if I have the Avian bird Flu??!?!?!? AHHH!!! I wish the Dr’s opened sooner than 9am!!! ARG!!!
posted by Beezaleez @ 6/24/2006 07:30:00 AM
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