Friday, September 29, 2006

You’re KIDDING Me!!!

I literally missed the memo on this one!! Today, my friend, is JEANS DAY! All I would have had to do was donate $2 to United Way…THEN I could have dressed down! Instead I’m sitting here in pin stripe pants and a nice black sweater. So I’m pretty career woman fancy! AND everyone around me is in Jeans….DAMN!

Apparently I’m not on some mailing list yet. I didn’t get the one about the Christmas party date change…But I mean, to be fair, I didn’t even know there was a x-mas party yet! Then there is also some BBQ that I didn’t know about either…everyone keeps talking about it…I don’t know if its cause I missed it, or cause its tonight…or soon!! SO that makes me a bit grumpy too!


UGHH…I made a funk to a few people, so hopefully I’ll be added soon!

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I’m on a diet!

That’s what I’ve decided. You know when you deprive your self of something, and then you lose something…that’s how I feel!

I heard that somewhere and I’ve decided that I like it.

So I’m on a diet. A diet from my man, a diet from my friends, and a diet from life in general! (My man cause he works all the time, my friends cause not one of them seems to have a min for me, and my life…cause well, cause I CAN)

It’s funny that as soon as you say that something is wrong, everyone you try to talk to has something wrong too. How are you going to ‘vent’ about life to someone who has their own issues?? I don’t get it. And it also seems that in this time of my life, when everyone has their lives and issues….no one has time for me. I know it’s also that I don’t have time. BUT I feel like I’m the only one ever making an effort in things. It’s not one person…it’s everyone.

That’s all for today…just felt like getting that out in the open!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

My first work post. COOl!

SO….I’m sitting here in my ‘office’ on my lunch break…Does that make me an anti social?? I work in a division that’s pretty much closed off from everyone else….and the other two people that are here with me are ALSO sitting at their desks…so really I’m just going with the flow!! Ahh well…I’m new, I’ll venture to the café soon enough!

Today is pretty shitty…I’m tired from not being able to sleep! My man is STILL working 3-11 and so I go to bed alone and he gets home at like 12ish. I can’t really fall asleep easily alone, I have a tendency to wake up with EVERY little creak or crack….its ANNOYING….SO then I got up this morning and wasn’t feeling well, so I ended up leaving late. BUT I took a new route, so I got to work on time! BUT because I left late, I was upset and started a tiff with my man….it ended fine, because he knew it was because I was stressed.

And now…I’m STILL not feeling well…and a little upset! See let me explain…and PLEASE people…give me some advice here! My man eats relatively well….WHEN I COOK FOR HIM! His new job means that he’s on the road with another person, since he’s being trained…and these other people ALWAYS eat out. SO to start off my fancy healthy boxed lunches are no more for him, since he apparently HAS to eat out WITH these people. The guys that he works with are nice and usually buy him lunch since they know that he makes close to SHIT…so really money isn’t the issue here!

SO to explain a little more….He has two trainers….ONE we’ll call Dave! He likes to eat relatively healthy food like me….he took my man to delis to get REAL meat, and healthy things…BUT he was a womanizer!!! The type that yells out the car window at women walking by! And he was ALWAYS talking about other women to my man…he EVEN invited my man over one night to “meet some NICE ladies” WTF…he knows we’re engaged…WHY is he such a dink….I guess he doesn’t know me, so he doesn’t care. OK so that’s DAVE…my man hasn’t worked with him for a while though, cause he’s been working 3-11 on the same job with…we’ll call him Ian!...SO Ian…he’s a nice guy, “not the marriage type” guy…but a nice guy non the less….BUT he smokes and eats the bad food!! SO not only is my man stuck with his smoking, which I HATE, he eats shitty foods with this guy almost every day!

SO my question is….WHICH is better….the guy that eats the food that I “approve” of but is always going to bother me with the incessant setups and womanizing OR the guy that respects “ME” BUT is helping my man eat himself into a heart attack??????


I honestly can’t win! This is one of the ONLY reasons we fight….cause I want him to be healthy, and he’s not even trying. I want to give up and tell him “eat whatever you want” BUT that would be exactly what he would do!!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

A week on my own!

This past week was great and horrible at the same time. I started working for real, and I really do like my job! My boss and the other engineers are so nice, so it really makes it easier and less stressful! The ONLY stress I have yet to have about that job is the drive there!!! It’s really only a 20 min drive, BUT in the morning and afternoon traffic it’s horrible! It takes me 45 mins on a regular day, and Friday night it took me an hour! I was sooo frazzled after that drive I wanted to scream! We NEED to move! I can’t deal with my little commute….SPECIALLY when everyone I work with is apparently 2 mins away!! And they all go home for lunch and talk about how close they are! Dang….I’m jealous! Lol

And so my week was horrible cause my man was working afternoons all week! 3-11, so he basically didn’t get home till 12 or 1 all week! I really haven’t spent that much time away from him since we moved in together! I mean I only saw him for about 20 mins a day!....and then….get this….the CHERRY on the freaking sundae…He’s going to be working this afternoon shift till Christmas time! So NOT ONLY will I not really see him….anything we have planned at night, WONT be happening! Or I’ll have to be doing it alone!If any of you care….I don’t do ALONE! I hate being alone, I hate doing things alone, and I especially hate sleeping alone! I’m getting better, last week I wasn’t scared or anything like that, I just did my thing, thinking it was JUST for a week! BUT NOW??? UGGH…..that’s….hmmm…..about 16 weeks….give or take…. :( ….ohhh noooo!!!

Anyways….I guess I’ll get used to it. There will be lots of wedding planning, so I will keep busy!

This past weekend I was at the National Bridal Show….OMG sooo much fun! My mom and I went, and we got soo much loot! I can’t wait to check out all the planners and magazines I got! Wahooo!!!

Lol anyways, lots to do around here! Hope everyone’s weekend went well!

Friday, September 01, 2006

Ahhh it’s been a while since I posted! I blame it on the school stealing my laptop back!!!! Bastards!! He he anyways….we JUST got a new computer so now I’m MORE than happy to play on here and post a lot. My mans computer that we had was CRAPOLA! I think it was like a 98 Dell….haha it was really old school looking!!

Anyways, I just started work training, and its going great! Its defiantly different being in a position that is long term. They made me a name plate for my office and everything, and when they said this I was like ohh why…lol I’m a loser! I can see this being a great job! We’ll see tho! I’ll update about it after my first real week!

Other than that we’re heading to the cottage tonight to see visiting family, then to visit the in-laws-to-be! I’m very excited about going to visit my mans family…our nephew is just starting walking and I hope to be there when he REALLY walks!

Anyways I’m out, so BYE all….have a great Labour Day weekend!!